he grand halls of the imperial palace were usually filled with the clattering of courtiers, soldiers, and advisors, but today, a quiet sort of magic had settled in the air. The holiday season had arrived, and while the rest of the empire focused on the usual grandiose festivals, you had something else in mind - something far simpler, more personal.
For once, you weren't planning on attending the lavish state dinners or performing your duties as consort; no, this Christmas would be different. It would be for him - Caracalla, your husband, the Emperor of Rome.
You had always known that beneath his powerful, often intimidating exterior, there was a side of him that was far more... playful, almost childish at times. Caracalla wasn't the type to wear his emotions openly, but you had spent enough time with him to know that, deep down, he was a man who longed for genuine affection, for someone to care for him outside of his role as emperor.
This Christmas, you wanted to show him that. You wanted to give him something more than what his power could afford - the genuine thoughtfulness of a gift chosen with care.
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The morning of Christmas Eve arrived, and Caracalla was busy with the usual imperial matters, sitting in his study, surrounded by scrolls and letters. You, however, were determined not to let the day pass without surprising him.
You had spent the past few days secretly collecting gifts for him - not the usual lavish golden trinkets or imperial treasures, but things that spoke to his quieter, more personal side. A new set of sandals crafted from soft leather, a beautifully carved figurine of a chariot pulled by horses (Caracalla loved horses), an assortment of exotic spices and herbs that you knew he loved to experiment with in the kitchen, and even a rare set of dice for his occasional games with friends.
Each item was carefully chosen, with thought put into what might make him smile - something that would remind him that even as emperor, he was still seen as a person, not just a ruler.
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As you made your way to his study, your arms filled with the carefully wrapped gifts, you felt a flutter of excitement in your chest. You had always known that Caracalla's tough exterior was just a shield - but how would he react to something so personal, so thoughtful? Would he find it overwhelming? Or would he, for once, let himself enjoy the simple joy of being cared for?
You knocked on the door to his study, your heart racing a little in anticipation.
"Come in," his voice rang out, gruff but warm.
You opened the door slowly, your arms full of the small bundles. Caracalla, who had been leaning over a scroll, looked up at the sight of you standing there with the gifts. His eyes widened, and a smile tugged at the corners of his lips - a rare, genuine expression.
"What's this?" he asked, a playful glint in his eyes. "You know I'm not one for all these extravagant shows of affection. You didn't have to-"
"I know," you interrupted, walking over to where he sat, placing the gifts gently on the table in front of him. "But I thought I'd get you something this year. No state business. Just... a few things I thought you'd like."
Caracalla blinked, taken aback by your gesture. He wasn't used to this kind of attention, certainly not from his position. As emperor, he had more than enough treasures, but none of them were given with this kind of personal touch.
For a moment, he was quiet, his hand reaching out slowly, almost unsure, to pick up the first gift - a small, intricately carved figurine of a horse-drawn chariot. His fingers traced the fine details with admiration.
"You... You remembered," he said softly, his voice almost surprised. "I've been talking about wanting one of these for ages."
You nodded, watching his face closely, noting the way his eyes softened. "I thought you'd like it. I know how much you love horses."
Caracalla's gaze flickered back to you, and for a moment, he didn't seem like the great emperor. He was just... Caracalla. Your husband. And he looked touched - deeply so - by the thought you'd put into the gift.
"This is... this is really thoughtful," he said, his voice cracking slightly. "No one's ever done something like this for me before. Not really."
His words hit you harder than you expected. You hadn't realized just how much the simple act of someone caring for him - outside of his role - would affect him. You had thought he might smile, perhaps be happy, but to see his expression so sincere, so vulnerable, was something entirely unexpected.
As he reached for the next gift - a leather pouch filled with his favorite spices - he chuckled softly.
"Spices?" he asked with a raised eyebrow. "What am I going to do with these? I'm no cook."
You laughed lightly, a soft sound that made his heart flutter. "You might not be a cook, but I know you like experimenting in the kitchen with new flavors. I thought you might like them."
Caracalla paused, his fingers brushing the leather pouch. For a moment, it seemed like he was lost in thought, and then, with a soft sigh, he looked up at you again.
"Y/N... Thank you. I don't know how to say it, but this means a lot to me. More than you know."
His voice had grown quieter, softer, and as you saw the genuine gratitude in his eyes, you felt a warmth spread through your chest. It was such a small thing, really, but it felt like you had given him the world.
Then, with a playful grin, Caracalla picked up the last gift - a small, intricately carved set of dice. His eyes sparkled with mischief as he rattled the dice in his palm.
"And these!" he said, his tone suddenly light. "I've been meaning to replace my old ones. These will come in handy the next time I have a game."
"I thought you might like them," you replied, smiling softly at his reaction.
His expression softened once more, and he leaned forward, setting the dice down. Without a word, he stood up, walking over to you. His arms circled around you in an unexpected hug - tight, warm, and almost childlike in its simplicity.
"You really did think of everything," he murmured into your hair. "I'm so lucky to have you."
You wrapped your arms around him in return, feeling a sudden swell of emotion. "I'm just glad you like them."
Caracalla pulled back slightly, his eyes still warm as he looked at you, his voice dropping into something more sincere. "You know, I might be the emperor, but there are some things money can't buy. This..." He gestured to the gifts on the table. "This is real. And it means more to me than anything."
You smiled, feeling the last of the walls between you crumble. For a moment, it was just the two of you, sharing something small and simple, but incredibly meaningful.
"Thank you for caring about me," Caracalla added, his voice low but filled with warmth.
You kissed him softly on the cheek, a tender gesture that left him speechless for a moment.
"Merry Christmas, my emperor," you whispered.
"Merry Christmas, Y/N," he replied, his tone filled with genuine affection.
And in that moment, you both knew: this Christmas, you had given each other something more than gifts. You had given each other the warmth of simply being there, truly present - without the weight of the empire between you.
And for Caracalla, that was the most precious gift of all