͙۪۪̥˚┊❛𝐱𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧❜┊˚

I gulp down my anti depressant tablets and put the glass cup down . We dropped mapel off about 2 hours ago and she can't fucking leave my head Adam and Lucas have gone off somewhere in the house probably doing work

I was fucking angry to say the least when she told us that she walks home on her own in the freezing dark specially with all the junkies around .

When were all driving back home we made a plan where one of us will drop her home we believe she will be okay walking there but home big no no and every time we drop her off we will walk her to her door .

Making my way to the gym I need to let some steam off we have had some backlash from the Swedish mafia after attacking there warehouse they deserved they fucking robbed half of our cocaine shipment . Cheeky bastards .

I have spare clothes in the gym to get changed into so I so I get changed and chuck my suit in the corner I can probably buy thousands of them and it still wouldn't make a dent in my bank . It's great being rich and all but fucking hell sometimes it's useless like yes I have money that's all I can say about my self to others because that's all they want to hear .

Mapel is one of the only ones who knows I do surfing , I took the hobby on for fun to get me out in summer and it's great just me the board and water moving .

I start to throw punches at the punching bag but my shirt aggravates me so I take it off but then I get a glance at my back and it looks fucking terrible .

I have scars from training when I was young and it was a traumatising experience. Lucas and Adam went through it but not as bad as me I was the first guinea pig to try out all the fucking whipping tools if I didn't do enough pull ups I would get punished . It haunts me some nights .

The past is in the past .

After attacking the punching bag for awhile I head up to have a shower and let my thoughts consume me from the outside I'm quiet but my brain is never fucking quiet .

It keeps me awake at nights I only get 4 hours maximum .

Today at the restaurant I couldn't keep my eyes of mapel specially her legs .

Inappropriate thoughts swarm my head and it makes me become hard .

"Fuck " I mutter turning the temperature cold and start to stroke my long cock and Imagine it's mapels mouth .

I start to groan when my paces quickens and more images of me fucking mapels throat or having her sexy legs around me .

For the first time ever I moan a name out and it was mapels I cum all on the bathroom wall I make sure to clean it off .

I put on a pair of Calvin Klein boxer shorts and climb in the cold sheets . I try to get in bed early as I will wake up early in the morning from nightmares and Judy end up doing heaps of work till the sunrises .

I shut my eyes and let the darkness consume me .

*:･ﾟ✧*:･

I jump up from my nightmare more Like memories drenched in my own sweat and I just sit there looking into space .

This is just a nor,al routine for me so I just get my computer from my bed side table and start to simmer through emails .

We have a big meeting with the Spanish mafia soon on an agreement with weapons we hope they accept because it will be beneficial for both sides and if the trading continues between us a solid alliance could form .

I carry on with my work and mapel being in the back of my mind .



𝐏𝐨𝐨𝐫 𝐱𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝