The modest house's atmosphere grew thick with unspoken thoughts as Kunti, sensing the heaviness in the air, turned to her eldest son. Though calm, her voice carried a weight of realization and sorrow.
"We have lived in this Brahmana's house for many nights now, Yudhishthira," Kunti began, her eyes reflecting the sadness of their journey. "We have been blessed with alms, and we have seen the beautiful forests and the woods, but each time, it seems the same. It no longer brings us joy. The comfort we once found here, in this city, will soon fade. Yudhishthira, know that alms are not always available. If you wish, let us go to Panchala. We have not seen it before, and it must be beautiful there. King Yajnasena is devoted to Brahmanas, and it is said that alms are easily obtained in his land."
Her words were laced with a quiet longing and a deep understanding of their circumstances. The familiar had begun to feel suffocating, and the unknown beckoned even in its uncertainties. "I believe, that one should not remain in the same place for too long. If you agree with me, let's go there. What do you think?"
Yudhishthira, quiet for some time, turned his gaze toward his mother. Her thoughts always had an air of wisdom, a grounded sensibility that guided them. "Your views are always for our welfare, Mata," he said, his voice heavy with the burden of their constant wandering. "But I do not know if my younger brothers will want to go."
Kunti smiled softly, the maternal pride in her heart rising as she looked at her sons. She addressed Bhimasena, Arjuna, and the twins, speaking of the possibility of travelling to Panchala. One by one, they agreed. Even Niyati agreed for the same. Their shared sense of uncertainty had found solace in Kunti's words, and they trusted her judgment.
Soon, the family bade their farewell to the Brahmana who had offered them refuge, saluting him with gratitude as they departed for the beautiful city of Drupada, not knowing what awaited them there, yet hopeful for the new beginning it promised.
Once again, the Pandavas, now in disguise, found themselves seeking shelter in new places, their lives veiled in anonymity. In this new chapter of their exile, when they thought they might find some peace, the unannounced arrival of Krishna Dwaipayana brought them back to the fore.
On seeing the revered sage approach their humble abode, Arjuna, Bhima, and the twins advanced eagerly to greet him. Though burdened with the weight of their fate, their hearts were always light in the presence of the great sage. They prostrated before him, showing their respect, as their mother, Kunti, also stood in reverence. Krishna Dwaipayana returned their greetings warmly, and after they had all seated themselves, he began to speak.
"O scorchers of your enemies!" the sage began, his voice rich with affection. "Do you follow the path of dharma? Do you honour those who deserve respect and worship, particularly the Brahmanas? Do you live according to the sacred texts?"
But the wisdom in the sage's words did not come alone. The Pandavas felt something more profound as he spoke: a connection between their lives and a greater cosmic design. Niyati, sitting quietly beside them, closed her eyes again in deep meditation as Kunti listened intently to the sage's teachings.
Suddenly, the atmosphere seemed to shift, and Vyasa's voice broke the silence. His words were heavy with foreboding yet laced with a deeper knowing.
"I will tell you something today," he began, his voice soft but clear. "There is a woman who has taken birth in every form to destroy adharma. She is not born from fire, but rather, she is the very amalgamation of everything—power, strength, and justice. Do you know who I speak of?"
The Pandavas, though startled by her words, immediately understood. The story was not about an unknown figure but about Draupadi. Vyasa's words revealed a more profound truth that resonated with their souls. They listened closely, their hearts heavy with realizing what was unfolding.
Dwaipayana continued, her voice becoming mystical as he spoke of the past. "The first life of this woman was that of Vedavati, the daughter of Brahmarshi Kushadhvaja, the son of Brihaspati, the guru of the devas. Vedavati's father, a devotee of Vishnu, sought to marry her to the preserver god Vishnu himself. Yet, many powerful kings and celestial beings sought her hand, only to be rejected. This angered King Sambhu, who, in his rage, murdered Vedavati's parents under the cover of night."
The air thickened as Krishna Dwaipayana spoke of Vedavati's life, her unyielding devotion to Vishnu, and the tragic turn of events that followed. "Despite this, Vedavati remained unbroken. She meditated day and night, determined to win Vishnu's favor. And then, Ravana—the great king of Lanka—came upon her. Captivated by her beauty, he proposed marriage, but Vedavati rejected him. Enraged by her defiance, Ravana tried to assault her.
But Vedavati, in her fury and strength, cursed Ravana, declaring that she would be reborn to destroy him. She leapt into the sacrificial fire, burning herself in a final act of defiance."
The Eternal Thread
As the Pandavas sat in silent reverence, Krishna Dwaipayana's voice once again filled the air, laden with untold truths. Though spoken calmly, the sage's eyes shone with the wisdom of ages, and his words stirred the very fabric of their existence.
"Now, let me tell you of her second life," Dwaipayana began, shifting the narrative and unveiling yet another chapter of the great woman's existence. The air seemed to thicken, charged with the gravity of the tale.
"When Vedavati chose to immolate herself in the sacrificial fire, Agnidev, seeing her purity and unwavering resolve, took her under his protection. In the next chapter of her life, when Sita, the princess of Mithila, is abducted by Ravana, she seeks shelter in the fire, where Agni once again provides her refuge.
But this time, the fire performs a miraculous act. The true Sita, exchanges places with Maya Sita—the form of Vedavati from her previous life. Oblivious to this divine trickery, Ravana abducts Maya Sita, believing her to be Sita.
Yet, in the end, after Ravana's death, the two Sitas—true and Maya—exchange places once again in the Agni Pariksha, revealing the hidden truth of their divine destinies."
Sitting before the sage, the Pandavas felt the weight of these words like a heavy mantle. They understood now—Vedavati's essence, her undying determination to destroy adharma, had transcended time, taking form in the lives of others. Her journey was eternal, bound by fate, woven into the fabric of the universe itself.
But Dwaipayana's story did not end there. He spoke again, his voice deepening with each word. "There is yet another form she takes. Listen carefully."
The sage continued, "Rishi Mudgal, a Rajarshi, was the son of King Bhamyarswa of Panchala, and he ruled over his kingdom with wisdom and compassion. Mudgal was not just a ruler but a teacher in a Gurukula, imparting knowledge to the young. His wife, Nalayani Indrasena, the daughter of King Nala and Queen Damayanti, served him devotedly, even when he suffered from the terrible affliction of leprosy.
Grateful for her unwavering service, Mudgal offered her a boon. Nalayani, desiring to consummate their bond properly, asked Mudgal for a five-form boon, "O lord, unthinkable are your powers. May you attain great fame in the world by dividing yourself into five and pleasuring me in all those five forms! And after that I want you to become one again and continue to pleasure me.
"Let it be so!" he proclaimed, his voice resonating with the force of ancient power. At that moment, he divided himself into five divine forms, each perfect in every way, and they, in their various manifestations, reveled with Nalayani in every conceivable manner. Her beauty, unparalleled in all the three worlds, was matched only by the intensity of their union, the depths of pleasure she had never before known.
But Maudgalya's power was not bound by earthly limitations. The great Lord moved through the worlds with Nalayani at his side. He took on countless forms—shifting between the realms, from one sage's ashram to another, travelling freely in his divine form. He even ventured to the celestial realm, visiting the gods and spending time as a guest in Indra's palace, where Shachi, the goddess, served them ambrosia as they delighted in the pleasures of the heavens.
Nalayani, now called Mahendrasena, followed her divine husband without question, basking in the eternal bliss of their union. Together, they rode the sun god's chariot, soaring across the skies, reaching the sacred Mt. Meru, where they lived amongst the celestial mountains. She danced in the celestial Ganga with him, a vision of beauty and divine harmony. She was like the wind, moving fluidly through the moon's rays. When Maudgalya took the form of a mountain range, she became a great river that flowed between its peaks. When he transformed into a sal tree, covered in blossoms, she became a creeper, winding her way around him in the purest form of love.
Her devotion was unwavering, and Maudgalya's love for her grew, his yogic powers enhancing their union with every passing day. Together, they revelled in the pleasures of the physical and the spiritual, entwined in an eternal bond. Yet, as time passed, the great sage began to turn his thoughts towards higher pursuits, desiring the divine dharma of Brahma-Yoga. The pleasures of the flesh no longer held his interest; his heart was now drawn towards the deepest austerities, and the inevitable moment of separation came with it.
Nalayani, forever devoted to her husband, felt the sting of abandonment as Maudgalya, in his quest for spiritual transcendence, left her behind. As she fell to the earth, overcome by sorrow, she called out to him, "Do not abandon me, great sage! I have enjoyed the pleasures I once desired, and still, my heart is not satisfied."
But Maudgalya, his mind fixed on higher realms, responded coldly, "You speak to me of desires that have no place in the path I now walk. You are hindering my progress. Listen to me now: You will be born again as the daughter of a noble king in Panchala. You shall have five great husbands who will bring you pleasures beyond compare. But know this: the love you seek cannot be fulfilled as you desire."
Thus, the once-glorious Nalayani was cast from the heavens, wandering the earth in sorrow. She sought solace in the solitude of a forest, but her heart, still unfulfilled, longed for more.
The room grew heavy with a sense of loss, and the Pandavas felt the sorrow of this tale seep into their own hearts. Nalayani's devotion, her longing for love and completeness, resonated with them—an emotion they all knew too well. The silence that followed was one of deep reflection.
But Dwaipayana was far from finished. He spoke once more, his voice carrying a different tone now—one that spoke of an earlier life, an even more ancient tale. "In yet another life, she was born as the daughter of a great-souled rishi. This daughter, slender of waist and wide of hips, beautiful beyond measure, and pure in heart, was destined for misfortune. Despite her beauty and virtues, she was unable to find a husband.
And so, she turned to the highest form of penance, fasting and performing severe austerities to win the favor of the Lord of the Gods, Rudra. Her tapas, the fire of her spirit, burned as brightly as the sun itself.
Shoved by her devotion, Rudra appeared before her and said, "You have suffered greatly, noblewoman. I shall grant you a boon. In your next birth, you will be reborn as a lustrous woman with five husbands—men of unparalleled strength and valour, each one like Indra himself. With them, you shall achieve great deeds for the gods."
But that Rishi's daughter, still clinging to the dharma she held dear, responded, "I asked for one husband, not five. It is not the way of the world for a woman to have many husbands. How could I be absolved from sin if I defy the dharma set for women? The sages have long spoken of a woman's duty to have one husband, and I cannot stray from this path."
Rudra, unshaken, replied, "In the past, women lived freely and were considered pure after their monthly periods. Your wishes have been heard, and though you asked for one husband, you shall have five. This will not be against dharma for you."
The woman, resolute in her desires, spoke, "If I am to have many husbands, let me remain a virgin after each union. In my past life, through service to my husband, I attained both spiritual merit and pleasure. Grant me this balance in my next birth."
With his infinite wisdom, Rudra replied, "Rati and Siddhi cannot coexist. Yet, I see your resolve. In your next birth, you will be endowed with beauty and fortune, and you shall enjoy the pleasures of the flesh with your five husbands, regaining your virginity each time. Through this, you will attain great glory and spiritual progress."
As she walked towards the waters of life, the weight of her past and the promise of her future pressed heavily upon her. She had been bound by the pleasures of the flesh, but now, her path was one of divine purpose. As the divine will demanded, she would have five husbands, but her spirit would remain true to the dharma she held sacred.
The room fell silent once again, the weight of the revelation pressing on the hearts of the Pandavas. It was as if the essence of fate was unfolding before them, layer by layer, connecting them to a cosmic plan that spanned lifetimes. Niyati, still seated in meditation, had once again revealed the threads of a more outstanding design that transcended time itself.
Kunti, who had been listening with quiet intensity, finally spoke, her voice soft but resolute. "This woman, who has taken birth repeatedly, is not just a figure of fate. She embodies dharma, a force that will always rise, no matter the circumstances or the trials she faces. Her journey is eternal, as is the duty of those destined to walk alongside her."
After a long silence, Yudhishthira, his voice filled with curiosity and concern, asked, "Maharishi Dwaipayana, we understand the significance of your words, but why us? Why should we know about her, about this destiny?"
Vyasa, his gaze steady and knowing smiled gently and replied, "Krishnaa of Prishata's line has been destined to be the wife of all of you. Undoubtedly, having her as your wife will bring immense joy and fulfilment to your lives."
With those words, Vyasa departed, leaving the Pandavas and Kunti stunned. The weight of his words hung in the air, the truth sinking in like a heavy stone. Kunti, her heart tumultuous with conflicting emotions, felt her world shift. She knew, deep down, that her sons harboured feelings for Panchal Rajkumari Krishnaa, but the idea that all five of them would marry her left her astounded.
Her own life had been bound by the rules of dharma, where she had once refused Pandu's request for a fifth son, fearing the consequences of relationships beyond four. How could she accept this, especially for a pure and devoted woman who embodied the essence of Vedavati, the forsaken Sita, and the virtuous Nalayani Indrasena?
Kunti's heart ached as she thought of the burden that would fall upon Krishnaa. No matter the boon given to her by Mahadev himself, Kunti could not bear to see a woman of such sanctity be subjected to such humiliation. She could not allow it.
Determined to act, she rushed to Niyati, who was deep in meditation, seeking her guidance. "You must awaken, Niyati. You cannot remain silent at this moment, Putri."
Niyati slowly opened her eyes, her gaze soft yet penetrating as she looked at Kunti. "Bua," she said quietly, "Remember what I once told you: Your words hold power to shape the destiny of your sons. Use them wisely, and the rest will follow."
Kunti, her heart heavy with understanding, nodded. She would not speak of Panchal Rajkumari Krishnaa. She would not burden her sons with the thoughts and consequences of a fate she could not accept. By withholding her words, she would ensure that her sons' minds remained untarnished by the path she feared would ruin their lives.
The Mirror of the Soul
The night stretched across the sky like an ink-dipped canvas, the stars flickering like whispers of fate. The air was thick with unspoken words as the Pandavas, led by Yudhishthira, walked towards Niyati. Their hearts were weighed down by questions that clawed at the very foundation of their beliefs. Their steps, usually firm and resolute, hesitated tonight—uncertainty had woven into their souls.
Niyati sat in quiet meditation, her silhouette bathed in the gentle silver glow of the moon. She had known they would come. The burden of destiny had begun to press down upon them, and the moment had arrived for them to face it. As they stood before her, she opened her eyes, her gaze steady, unwavering.
Sahadeva, the seer of the future, spoke first, his voice edged with frustration. "I cannot see anything, Niyati. My sight is clouded. It is as if mist has swallowed the path ahead."
Niyati's lips curved into the faintest of smiles—one that held neither amusement nor mockery but an understanding far beyond their own. "That is because, Sahadeva, there are three ways to look at this."
Her voice was soft, yet it carried the weight of unshakable truth.
"The first—Mahadeva may not have foreseen everything when he granted the boon, but the man who possesses all the qualities she wished for is already born. If he comes to her Swayamvar, if Krishnaa chooses him as her husband, she will never belong to you."
A silence settled, but she did not pause. Her voice, like flowing water, continued. "The second—if, by some twist of fate, only one of you participates in the Swayamvar, then tell me, how would you all share her? Do you believe any woman—especially a princess—would accept such a fate? Even if Mahadeva has given her a boon, does that mean her choice does not matter? Is she to be bound by prophecy alone? She is not merely a vessel of fate. She is a living being, a woman with desires, fears, and the right to carve her own path."
Her words were fire, burning through every justification they had unknowingly woven within their minds. But she was not done. "And the third, the most painful of all—if destiny dictates that she must be the wife of five men, have you truly thought about what that means for her?"
She looked at each of them, her gaze piercing. "You are princes. Tomorrow, you will be kings. You will marry again. Many times, over. And whenever you bring another wife into your home, do you know what it will do to her? You will stand at the altar, making promises, swearing devotion, speaking words of love—do you think she will not hear them? Do you think she will not feel them? Will she not wonder what part of you still belongs to her? Will she not ask herself if she is merely a piece of a prophecy and not a woman who was truly loved?"
Her words cut deep, sharper than any blade ever could. She exhaled, a sorrowful sigh escaping her lips. "Bua Kunti, despite her wisdom and strength, struggled to accept Maharishi Pandu's love for Mata Madri. And she had only one co-wife. What will happen to Krishnaa when she has five husbands to share and wives from whom she cannot escape? Do you not see its cruelty?"
A heavy, suffocating silence followed. None of them had considered this. None of them had dared to.
Then, Niyati's voice softened, yet its power grew more assertive. "You see, men often speak of strength. But do you truly know what it means to be strong?"
Her words carried the weight of the universe itself. "The strength of a man is not in the sword he wields, but in the hand, he extends to another.
It is not in the fire of his rage but in the depth of his patience.
Not in the battles he has won, but in the wars, he refuses to wage against those he loves.
Not in how many falls to their knees before him but in how many he lifts to stand by his side.
Not in the kingdoms, he conquers, but in the hearts, he cherishes and protects.
Not in how loudly he commands but in how gently he listens.
Not in the power of his arms but in the burdens, he carries for those he loves.
Not in the number of women he has known, but in the honour with which he treats the one he calls his own."
Her voice echoed in the stillness, wrapping around them like a whisper from the heavens. The stars above bore witness as the Pandavas stood frozen, their souls laid bare before the weight of her truth.
Then, her gaze hardened a final test in her words. "And tell me this—if one of you wins her hand, what of the rest? Knowing that she has been granted a boon for five husbands and that the remaining four are your own brothers—can you look upon her as a mother? As a sister? Can you erase what you feel now and accept her as kin?"
The question was not just a slap—it was an earthquake, shattering the very foundation of their convictions.
Bhima, always the first to rise against injustice, clenched his fists before letting out a slow, measured breath. His voice, usually loud and commanding, was now heavy, resigned. "From this moment on, we will not think of Rajkumari Krishnaa in any way, Niyati. She is another woman worthy of respect and nothing more. Dhanyavaad... for showing us the truth we refused to see."
Reluctantly, they turned to leave, but Niyati spoke once more, her voice cutting through the night like a celestial decree.
"Brata Yudhishthira."
The eldest turned, his brows furrowed.
"You are the eldest of the Pandavas in the absence of Jyeshta Vasusena. I will watch what you choose to do. Remember, Brata—everyone has the right to say no."
A frown flickered across Yudhishthira's face. "What is this about, Niyati?"
She merely smiled, her eyes holding secrets yet to unfold.
"Let life reveal its course, Brata."
And as they walked away, the night seemed to whisper—fate had only begun to play its game.