Hastinapur was shifting. The air carried a different weight—one of change and inevitability. Since the Pandavas had temporarily taken the reins of the kingdom, Dritarashtra could sense the pulse of the people shifting. He heard their voices in the streets, their praises ringing through the halls, and their reverence growing daily, especially for Vasusena and Yudhishthira.
They spoke of Vasusena, the eldest of the Pandavas, as a ruler of both wisdom and valour, a king who walked among men with the grace of Surya himself. And Yudhishthira, with his unwavering Dharma, had begun to settle into the crown prince, commanding not through force but through righteousness.
Dritarashtra knew what was happening. Yet he remained silent, his heart caught between knowledge and love, truth and desire.
A soft rustle of silk stirred him from his thoughts.
Gandhari entered the chamber, her presence as solemn as the still night. She did not need sight to sense the storm brewing within her husband. She had known him too long, understood him too well.
"Arya," she said gently, her voice a whisper against the heavy silence, "What troubles you?"
He hesitated. Words rested on his tongue yet refused to form, "I..." he began but fell silent.
Gandhari took a step forward, reaching for his hand. Her fingers wrapped around his, firm yet tender, urging him to sit beside her, "I will not judge you, Arya. At least not me."
Dritarashtra took a deep breath, his broad shoulders sinking under his burdens, "I know the difference between right and wrong, Gandhari." His voice was low, almost a murmur, "I am not blind to Dharma—I never was. I know what my sons are doing. I know their sins. I know what should be done. And yet—" he clenched his fists, "—I cannot stop them."
Gandhari listened, silent, allowing him to bare his thoughts.
"I have always known that this path leads to ruin. Yet, I walk it willingly," he admitted. "Why? Because I love this throne. I love its weight and the power it gives me. And more than that, I love my sons." His voice wavered for the first time, "I want to give them what I could never have."
He exhaled a heavy breath that carried years of restraint and unspoken truths: "Tatshree was right. The people will not remember me as a just king. They will remember me as a failed father, a man who stood with Adharma. And yet, Gandhari—tell me—what is Dharma if it denies a father the right to fight for his blood?"
Gandhari's grip on his hand tightened, "Arya," she said, her voice gentle yet firm, "I will not speak of the past again. We have both made our mistakes. But I ask you this—what legacy do you wish to leave behind? I was told of the Kuru lineage before I married you. I learned of King Bharata, son of Dushyant and Shakuntala, the great ruler who upheld righteousness above all. He, too, came from the lineage of Vishwamitra. And when his sons fell to darkness, he did not hesitate. He cast them aside, choosing Dharma over blood."
She took a deep breath before continuing, "When his sons committed atrocities, he did not shield them, did not justify their wrongs. Instead, he prayed for a child who would uphold Dharma. Rishi Bharadvaja performed a great yagna, and from it was born Bhumanyu. And through him, the Kuru dynasty continued. Because a king's duty is first to his people—not his sons."
Dritarashtra stiffened. He knew where this was going. He moved to stand, but Gandhari held his hand tightly.
"A king must think of the kingdom and its people before himself, Arya," she pleaded. "Somewhere, deep in your heart, you know this to be true. The Pandavas are just. They are the rightful rulers of Hastinapur. You know that. Yet, you still choose the path of ruin."
She let out a slow breath, "Will you be able to face your ancestors, Arya? When they ask why you allowed your greed and attachment to cloud your duty? When they ask why you turned against the bloodline meant to uphold righteousness?"
Dritarashtra finally turned to face her, his unseeing eyes burning with something more profound—something raw, something unyielding.
His voice, when he spoke, was steady. Cold. Resolute, "You speak of Bharata," he said. "You speak of great kings who cast their sons aside for Dharma. But tell me, Gandhari—who cast them aside? Who mourned them when they fell? Who told their mothers that their sons were sacrificed in the name of righteousness?"
He stepped forward, his presence towering, "Dharma is not mercy, Gandhari. It is not kindness. It is not the poetic justice that Rishis preaches. Dharma is war. Dharma is sacrifice. Dharma is the law of the strong."
His voice grew heavier, sharper, "I have played this game long enough to know that kings do not win by virtue. They win by power. You asked me if I could face my ancestors. Let them come. Let them ask me. And I will tell them—I chose my sons. I chose my blood. I chose to fight for what was mine instead of surrendering it to those who claimed virtue."
He exhaled, his voice dropping to whisper, "Because the world does not remember the just, Gandhari. It remembers the victors."
A silence fell between them. Heavy. Final. Gandhari felt the weight of his words settles in her heart like a stone. At that moment, she knew there would be no swaying him.
And she feared what would come next. The winds outside howled against the palace walls as if carrying whispers of fate itself. Fate, which had already begun its descent upon Hastinapur.
And within, a blind king sat upon his throne—unmoved, unrepentant. For the path was set. And he would walk it to the end.
The Morning of Harmony and Legacy
The dawn stretched its golden fingers across the vast expanse of Hastinapur, touching its towering spires and bathing the palace walls in hues of warmth. But within the heart of the palace, beyond its vast courtyards and intricate corridors, the morning carried a deeper essence—one that had steadily taken root ever since Draupadi had stepped into the palace as the daughter-in-law of the Kuru lineage.
It was a transformation not wrought through mere titles or customs but by her grace, wisdom, and the way she bore the weight of her duties.
Among the women of the palace, her presence was undeniable. Gandhari, Kunti, and Aruni had long observed how she carried herself—not just as the wife of the Pandavas but as the caretaker of the household, the guiding force in the women's court, and a silent sentinel watching over the affairs of Hastinapur itself. She was more than a queen; she was a foundation upon which the land's prosperity now leaned.
Standing by the latticed window, Gandhari let out a soft breath and turned towards Kunti. In a rare moment of unguarded emotion, she took her hand, "I am jealous of you, Kunti," she admitted, her voice laced with a wistful smile, "You have been blessed with a daughter-in-law who understands the subtlest of responsibilities and carries them out as though they were second nature."
Kunti's heart swelled with pride, though she carried it with grace. Aruni, standing beside her, exchanged a knowing smile. "She is not just my daughter-in-law," Kunti finally said, her voice warm, "She is my daughter."
Just then, the soft tinkling of anklets announced Draupadi's arrival. She stepped into the chamber with measured grace, her presence commanding yet humble. With reverence, she bent to touch the feet of Gandhari, Kunti, and Aruni, seeking their blessings before taking her seat beside Gandhari.
A silence hung in the air for a moment before Draupadi spoke, her voice gentle but assured, "Mata Gandhari," she said, "I wish to ask you something. Please guide me."
Gandhari's lips curled into a small smile as she reached out, placing her hand upon Draupadi's head in silent approval, "Ask anything, Putri."
Draupadi hesitated for a fraction of a moment, ensuring her words were precise, "I have heard," she began, "that during the time of Maharaja Shantanu, Brahmanas from far and wide were welcomed into the palace, and they were provided with food as an offering of respect and gratitude."
She paused, glancing at the women before her, "If you permit, I wish to revive this tradition—not only for the Brahmanas but for people of all castes. I shall oversee the arrangements to ensure everyone is welcomed and given the same meal regardless of status. My only wish is that Hastinapur remains prosperous and its people never know hunger."
For a long moment, Gandhari remained silent. Then, her smile widened, radiating approval and pride. She reached out, cupping Draupadi's face in both hands, "I am glad you are part of the Kuru lineage, Putri," she said with a warmth rarely seen in her, "There was a time when I worried—after I, Kunti, and Aruni, who would carry this legacy forward? Who would uphold the traditions of this family with wisdom and strength?"
She exhaled as if relieved and continued, "But you will guide your co-sisters; you will shape the next generation. You are the pillar upon which the future stands."
Her voice turned resolute, "And as for your request—it shames me to realize how we let this tradition lapse. But I am grateful that you thought of it. Please go ahead, Putri. Check with Kul guru Kripacharya for an auspicious date and begin the preparations."
She turned slightly towards her helper, "I shall speak with the finance minister and ensure funds are set aside for this."
Kunti, who had been silent, now reached for Draupadi's hands, her eyes glistening with unspoken emotion, "I stand with you, Putri," she said, her voice carrying the weight of a mother's pride, "If you need any help, you must ask. And do not hesitate to seek the assistance of your husbands—they, too, would take great joy in seeing this come to fruition."
Aruni nodded, offering her blessings as well.
Draupadi bowed again and rose, leaving the chamber with the quiet dignity of a queen who knew her purpose.
The Sacred Sanctuary of Krishnaa
Beyond the grand corridors of the palace, in a wing reserved for those born of fire and fate, lay the private chambers of the five Pandavas and Draupadi.
Unlike the rest of the palace, this section bore a distinct design that reflected the essence of the five brothers. At the heart of it stood a great hall, circular in shape, crafted from smooth stone and decorated with intricate carvings depicting the victories and wisdom of ancient kings. From this central chamber, five paths branched outward, leading to individual quarters, each meticulously designed to cater to the unique nature of its occupant.
To the east, a space brimming with scrolls, low seating cushions, and the faint scent of sacred oils—Yudhishthira's domain. A chamber of wisdom, of quiet contemplation, where law and Dharma were pondered upon in the stillness of the night.
To the west, a hall bore the weight of iron and the scent of battle—Bhima's sanctum. Weapons lined the walls, and a great stone slab stood in the centre, a reminder of the raw power he carried—a space for training, for fortitude, for strength.
To the south, a chamber of bows and arrows, of precision and skill—Arjuna's retreat. Here, silence reigned, save for the occasional whisper of arrows slicing through the air. It was a place of meditation, of unwavering focus.
To the north, a chamber draped in the fragrances of rare herbs and silken drapes—Nakula's haven. A place of refinement, where the art of healing met the aesthetics of beauty. A balance of form and essence.
To the northeast, there is a sanctuary of celestial instruments and ancient texts—Sahadeva's dwelling. It is a chamber where time seemed to slow, where the movement of the stars was recorded with careful precision.
At the heart of it all was the main chamber, where Draupadi resided—a space that did not belong to one alone but to all five. It was a chamber of unity and balance. No one entered this sacred space except Kunti and Aruni, for it was the sanctum of an unbreakable bond, a love shared not in possession but in understanding.
Even Vasusena and Yuyutsu, though bound by blood and respect, never crossed this sanctum uninvited. They stood at the entrance of the Pandava wing when discussions arose, their presence acknowledged but never intrusive. They understood—this was not merely a place of residence. It was a testament to a relationship unlike any other.
Time seemed to hold its breath within these walls, honouring the sacred ties woven by fate and choice.
And beyond these walls, in the corridors of Hastinapur, destiny was ever-shifting—unfolding its grand design, one moment at a time.
The Archer and His Queen
Tonight, was a night unlike the others. Tonight, Draupadi would be with Arjuna. In the past few weeks, Arjuna, along with Nakula and Sahadeva, had been away in Khandavaprastha, overseeing the foundations of their new kingdom. In their absence, Draupadi had spent her time in Hastinapur, growing closer to Yudhishthira and Bhima—two men so vastly different, yet both her husbands, both bound to her in ways the world could not fully understand.
With Yudhishthira, she was his Dharma. Not just a wife, not just a queen, but the voice that challenged him questioned him. While the world revered him as Dharmaraj, the embodiment of righteousness, she saw the man behind the title—the one who, at times, struggled beneath the weight of his ideals. She did not blindly accept his notion of Dharma, nor did she allow him to hide behind it. She argued, but she countered. She made him see shades beyond black and white. And he—though unwavering in his path—listened. He shared his burdens with her like he did with no one else.
With Bhima, she found a different companionship. He was her friend. A friend who happened to be her husband, but a friend first. He never needed explanations from her or justifications for her thoughts and emotions. He understood. When she spoke, he listened—not intending to respond, but to know, to honestly know what lay in her heart. He understood her feelings even before she could put them into words. With him, she did not have to measure herself, did not have to guard her words or temper her emotions. She could be herself—Draupadi, not just a queen or wife. Because she knew, above all else, he would never judge her.
And yet—despite the bonds she shared with them—her heart lingered elsewhere tonight.
Her heart lingered towards the man who had won her hand, the man whose name had been the one to echo through the halls of Panchala when she had garlanded him. Arjuna.
Tonight, he was here. Waiting.
Arjuna stood within his chamber, knowing without needing to see that she was approaching. The air shifted, and the world's rhythm changed when she took her first step toward him. He did not need to hear her anklets; he did not need to look at the door. He knew.
Draupadi entered her presence like the first whisper of dawn—gentle yet impossible to ignore. His eyes fell upon her, and time seemed to remain momentarily.
She was breath-taking.
It was not just her beauty—though undeniable—but how she carried herself and moved, and her presence commanded the space around her. Arjuna, who had faced celestial beings and drawn his bow against warriors who could shake the earth, was at a loss for words.
He walked towards her, hesitant, as though he were standing before something sacred. He reached out but did not touch, so he is waiting and seeking permission. There was a silent question in his eyes.
Draupadi held his gaze and, with the barest nod, allowed him.
His fingers brushed against hers—light and reverent. He did not clasp her hand; he held it as if even this moment were a gift. Together, they walked toward the grand wooden swing that swayed gently in the dim candlelight.
Draupadi looked at him, curiosity flickering in her eyes.
"A swing," she mused, a slight teasing note in her voice, "In the room of an archer?"
Arjuna smirked, his grip on her hand tightening just slightly as though anchoring himself to this moment, to her. And then he answered, his voice carrying the weight of wisdom shaped by a life of discipline, war, and love.
"A swing and a bow are not so different, Priye," he said, his tone thoughtful yet laced with a soft amusement, "Both require balance. Both demand patience. An archer cannot strike his mark if his mind wavers, just as a swing cannot move gracefully if one does not understand its rhythm. A bowstring that is too tight will snap. A heart that is too restless will falter. There is a dance in both—a play of force and surrender."
He glanced at the swing before looking back at her, his voice lowering slightly, "Sometimes, even an archer needs to let go—not to lose control, but to find it anew."
Draupadi held his gaze, something unreadable flickering in her eyes. Then, she lowered herself onto the swing, letting it sway slightly as she observed him.
"And you, Arya?" she asked, her voice softer now, "Do you know when to hold on and let go?"
Arjuna smiled, stepping closer and resting his hand on the swing's wooden frame, "I am still learning."
The chamber was dimly lit, shadows flickering across the stone walls. Draupadi stood still, her gaze unwavering. Arjuna stood near the doorway, watching her with a quiet and unrelenting intensity, "You never fought for me."
A single sentence. A single truth.
Arjuna did not flinch. His fingers curled into his palm, his breathing slow, measured. But his silence was an answer in itself.
Draupadi stepped forward, "You never claimed me," she said, each word sharp as a dagger blade, "Not when I was ordered to be shared like land divided among heirs. Not when I—" she hesitated, her voice cracking slightly before she steadied it, "Not even when I looked at you, waiting for you to say something. Anything."
Arjuna exhaled through his nose, "I won you."
Draupadi let out a hollow laugh, "Did you?"
"I strung the bow. I hit the mark. I followed dharma."
"You followed dharma?" she repeated, her voice laced with disbelief, "Or did you follow orders?"
His breath stilled.
"You placed me at your mother's feet like a gift, an offering, an object," she continued relentlessly, "and when she made her decree, you—" her throat tightened, "you obeyed."
Arjuna's jaw clenched, "And if I had refused?"
Draupadi's lips parted, but no words came.
He stepped closer, his voice quiet but cutting, "If I had refused, Draupadi—what would you have done? Would you have stood beside me if I had defied my mother? If I had said, 'She is mine and mine alone,' would you have been willing to bear the cost?"
She inhaled sharply.
"You blame me for my silence," Arjuna said, his voice heavier now, "but you were silent too."
Her breath faltered.
"You accepted the decision," he pressed on, "You did not fight it. You did not refuse. You became our wife."
Draupadi looked away, her fingers curling into her palms, "I was a woman before a kingdom," she said, barely above a whisper, "If I had refused, would anyone have listened?"
Arjuna was silent for a moment. Then he exhaled, his shoulders rigid, "And you think they would have listened to me?"
Her eyes snapped to his.
"You think I had the power to change what had already been set into motion?" His voice was neither bitter nor resentful—it was final, "The moment my mother spoke and my brothers accepted, it was decided. It did not matter what I wanted. It did not matter what you wanted. The moment Draupadi became a Pandava, she belonged to all of us. Do you understand?"
Draupadi did not answer.
"And if I had fought—" his voice deepened, low and unwavering, "if I had stood against my mother, against my brothers, against the kingdom—what do you think would have happened?"
Draupadi swallowed.
"I will tell you," Arjuna said, stepping closer, his gaze piercing, "I would have split my family apart. I would have torn the very foundation of the Pandavas before we had even begun. My mother, the only parent I had left, would have been shamed before the world. My brothers, flesh and blood, would have left both of us. I would have fought for you, yes. But at what cost, Draupadi? Would you have wanted me to stand before a court and say, 'I refuse to share her'—if it meant turning against my own family? Would you have lived with that burden?"
Draupadi's breath was unsteady.
"You say I did not fight for you," Arjuna continued, his voice quieter and rougher now, "But you—of all people—should know there are battles that cannot be won with a sword."
She shuddered. Because she did know.
And yet.
Draupadi exhaled, but it did nothing to ease the fire in her chest, "So, this is your answer?" she whispered, "That duty was greater than love?"
Arjuna's eyes softened slightly, "No," he said, "That love itself is a duty."
Silence.
"You think I abandoned you," he murmured, his voice lower now, rougher, "But I was the first to let you go because I knew—if I fought for you, I would have destroyed everything you were meant to be. If I had chosen you alone, you would not be Draupadi, the queen of the Pandavas. You would have been Draupadi, the woman who divided them. And that is not who you are."
Draupadi felt something shift in her chest—something she did not want to name.
"You think I did not want you for myself?" he asked, his voice quieter and aching. You think I did not dream of a life where you were mine alone?"
She swallowed, "Did you?"
Arjuna gave a small, tired smile, "Every day."
Her breath hitched.
"But I would not be the man you love," he said, like a whisper of wind through the battlefield, "if I had chosen you in a way that cost you."
Draupadi closed her eyes for a moment, letting those words settle. When she opened them, her gaze was unreadable.
"You did not fight for me," she said again, quieter this time but still unyielding, "And perhaps... I will never forgive you for that."
Arjuna gently inclined his head, "Perhaps... you shouldn't."
Her lips parted, but she said nothing. Because what answer was there to that? He did not ask for forgiveness. She would not offer it.
It was late into the night, and silence lay over Hastinapur like a soft veil. Yet, within Arjuna's chamber, the air was thick with unspoken words, with things that had long remained buried beneath the weight of duty and fate.
Arjuna knew he could sit here for hours, for days, watching her. He knew she needed rest, how tirelessly she moved through the palace halls, how she balanced the weight of being a wife, queen, protector, and force.
He knew it all because he ensured there were eyes on her. He had his people in the palace who reported her daily routines—where she went, whom she spoke to, how she spent her hours. Some might call it obsession, an act of a man unsure of his place in her world, but he knew better. It wasn't an obsession. It was devotion.
The way she was with everyone—the way she upheld her duties, cared, and saw everything yet remained unseen—she was the best queen and wife any man could ask for.
But had he loved her enough? Did he love her enough? More than anything, yes. Yet, did he also blame himself for not fighting for her?
Perhaps.
But when he looked at her, he knew—this woman had bound herself to this fate, not out of submission, but out of choice. She had chosen them just as much as they had chosen her.
The five had known their emotions since they first heard of her. They knew her past, her boon, the lifetimes that had led her here. They had wanted to be part of a woman so divine, untouchable, and destined.
And yet, knowing all this, he had lost her first.
He sighed and stepped forward, sitting beside her on the swing, his gaze drinking her in—every strand of her dark hair, the fire in her eyes, the tension in her shoulders that never seemed to leave.
Then, softly, as if whispering a prayer, he said, "I love you, Draupadi."
She stilled. Her brows furrowed slightly as she turned to him, searching his face for something—certainty, perhaps, or the truth behind those words.
Arjuna gave a bitter smile, sensing her unspoken question, "I know," he murmured, "you must be thinking—what is this man saying? But listen to me, Krishnaa. From the moment we heard of you, we were mesmerized. When we learned that you would be the wife of five, we only prayed that we would be those five.
Not once did we see you as something to be shared. We wanted you.
But then... fate and dharma intervened. Our sister, Niyati, made us realize the truth—that what we wanted, what we thought was love, was not enough. And so, we had to ask ourselves—why did we want you? Was it your boon? Your past lives? Or was it indeed you?"
Draupadi frowned, her voice barely above a whisper, "Past lives?"
Arjuna exhaled and shook his head, "Of course, they never told you," he muttered before turning to her, his eyes solemn, "Let me tell you something only you and I shall know."
She held his gaze, her trust unwavering. And so, he told her.
Of Vedavati, the woman who once cursed Ravana and burned in the fire of her dignity.
Of Chaya Sita, the shadow of Sita who had suffered for another's fate, the woman who had been sacrificed for the honour of a queen.
Of Nalayani Indrasena, who had loved a rishi through lifetimes, enduring pain, enduring separation, enduring the breaking of her heart over and over.
Of the Brahmin's daughter, the woman who had prayed to Mahadeva for a husband, only to be granted five.
Draupadi's breath caught, her eyes wide, her hands trembling slightly. A tear slipped from her eye, trailing down her cheek.
"Why..." she whispered, "Why did no one tell me this?"
Arjuna exhaled, shaking his head, "I don't know," he admitted, "But what I do know is that we wanted you in our lives when we learned of you—a woman of divine origin, of untold strength, of lifetimes of sacrifice.
You are born of fire, Krishnaa. You are made for a greater purpose. Sometimes, I wonder... are any of us worthy of you?"
Draupadi shut her eyes momentarily, the weight of his words pressing against her chest.
Arjuna continued, his voice quieter now but no less fierce: "Jyeshta Vasusena told us once—we may be bound by brotherhood, but we are not one. We are still men with different hearts, desires, and dreams.
"But you, Krishnaa..." He took her hand, bringing it to his chest, "You own us. You are the string that ties us together. And yet, I..."
His voice faltered, "I love you, Krishnaa. And not as a husband who loves his wife. My love for you is devotion."
Draupadi's breath hitched.
"I do not know what good karma I have done to deserve you in my life," he murmured, "but if you have me, then consider me your bhakt.
"Fight with me. Hate me. But do not ever leave me. Because you are my soul."
Silence stretched between them, vast and infinite, like the very cosmos from which they were born. Draupadi took a slow, shuddering breath, "I don't know what to say," she admitted, "I want to be angry with you. I want to fight you."
She closed her eyes and then opened them, her gaze unwavering. "But Dhanyavaad," she whispered, "Thank you for being with me, Partha."
Arjuna stilled. Then, slowly, a small, bittersweet smile curved his lips, "Say that again," he murmured.
Draupadi hesitated before whispering, "Partha."
Arjuna reached for her hand, his fingers brushing against hers, a quiet plea in his touch, "From now on, call me that."
Draupadi shook her head, "I just said it once. I cannot take your name so freely."
Arjuna chuckled, his thumb tracing slow, reverent circles over her knuckles, "My name is Arjuna," he murmured, "But Partha... Partha is what Madhav calls me. And you, my Krishnaa, are no less than him. So, if not before the world, then at least when we are alone... call me that."
A flicker of something passed through Draupadi's eyes. She nodded.
Arjuna tightened his hold on her hands, his voice gentle but firm, "Let's take slow steps towards each other, Krishnaa. I am not going anywhere now. The day you accept me fully—not as a duty, not as fate, but as your partner—then we shall unite as husband and wife. Until then, be my Krishnaa. And I will be your Partha."
A soft, knowing smile touched Draupadi's lips. She let herself lean against him, resting her head on his shoulder. For the first time in weeks, she felt light.
As though a burden had been lifted.
Arjuna smiled to himself, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. As the night stretched on, he held her close, their world quiet, the swing rocking gently—like a love that was not yet whole but unwavering.