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"Dekho Dekho jaise mere iraade waise kahaan tere yaha the haan kitni naadan mein"

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"Beta are you ready?" Kritika asked her daughter as she entered the room,shravya was facing her back

"Yes maa" saying this,shravya turned around

She was wearing a red bridal heavy lehenga on which golden work was done,she had worn too many gold jewelries and minimal makeup as always

"Baby....you are sooo..you are looking so beautiful...soo mesmerizing" kritika said going towards her

Shravya smiled but she wanted to listen this from Sidhaant's mouth

"Pandit ji is asking for the bride" one of malhotra house maid came inside the room after knocking and said

"Ji" kritika said and then she looked at shravya (Okay)

"Let's go" kritika maa said her voice was making the situation feel emotional

Shravya gave her hand to her mother and she held it,shravya was taking small steps Her heart was beating loudly,her hands were all sweaty due to anxiety as she was the center of the attention and everyone's gaze was fixed on her

She didn't had that much courage to look at Sidhaant who was standing on the mandap

When she was on the half way kritika maa gave shravya's hand to dev pa and he held his daughter's soft hands firmly

Now she was standing infrong of mandap and saw a big hand infront of her eyes,she was still lowering her gaze

Dev paa slowly placed shravya's hand on Sidhaant's hand and she felt some relief as he held her hand tightly,his warm hands were enough for her anxiety to vanish

She slowly looked up ,only to meet those cold eyes

But why they were cold? Why he didn't had any smile on his face? He loved her right? So what's this icey behavior was for?

They sat on the small chairs which were decorated,soon the pandit started chanting the mantras

Shravya's hands was shivering but seems like Sidhaant didn't even fucking care about her existence

"Dulhan ki mang mein sindoor bhare" pandit said and shravya's breath hitched

Was she really getting married? That to too the love of her life? But why she wasn't feeling any happiness? Is it because her husband was not romantic or he doesn't love her at all?

Sidhaant slowly applied vermilion in the partition of her hair,she closed her eyes and when she opened it slowly she saw those eyes filled with hatred

Does he really loves me? She asked herself

Soon he tied up mangalsutra around her neck

"You both are now husband and wife" said the Pandit and I looked at Sidhaant

I was shocked when he leaned closer to my ear

"Don't shiver like that..the camera man is clicking photos" he said and I quickly fixed my posture

Everyone was dancing Mostly Sidhaant's family was there,his cousins were dancing on the stage

Shravya was tired and also sleepy

"I will not let you sleep tonight ha" she heard Sidhaant's voice and her eyes widened as she gulped

"Maa..let's leave now..shravya is also tired" sidhaant said and she nodded

Shravya touched her mother's feet and kissed her cheek, she hugged her father tightly and she was not ready to leave him but somehow she did,her eyes landed on her brother Raghuveer he had a weak smile but shravya knew he had cried as his eyes were all red

"Bhai" she called him,he was not able to control himself and quickly went towards shravya ,he hugged her tightly and burst out crying (Brother)

After 15 minutes they stopped and shravya gave a last smile to her family and left from there

They sat inside the car as the driver started driving

Shravya was looking outside the window ,she was sobbing softly but Sidhaant didn't even said a word

Soon Sidhaant called rudraksh

"Tell mom that we don't want to perform any further rituals at home" sidhaant said hang up the call without waiting for an answer

He looked at her and found her looking outside the window,he sighed looking at the other side

They entered the house and everyone welcomed shravya by lighting loud firecrackers

"Sidhaant..I'm..I'm scared of loud voices like this" she whispered to Sidhaant but he just ignored her

Not wanting to tell any other person in the family and destroy their happy moments,shravya just asked one of the maid to head her towards her and Sidhaant's room

She came inside to get some relief but she was not too fine when she saw her bedroom decorated for their first night

She gulped and knew she had to do these,she was just passing around the room here and there

What if he is too big? What if I can't be able to satisfy him? Ufff!! She thought

Suddenly with a loud sound the door opened revealing Sidhaant,shravya flinched and when she saw him she back stepped

He closed the door behind him and started taking off his coat while coming closer towards her

Sidhaant was now inches away from her face,their body was almost touching eachother,his hands brushed away some strands of hair which was coming infront of her face and soon his hands slowly trailed down to her shoulders

"Ouch!!" She hissed in pain when he held her shoulders tightly

She looked at him in shock as tears already formed into her eyes due to the harsh pain

"Leave me Sidhaant.. you are hurting me..what are you doing? How can you do this to someone you love?" Shravya asked her voice was low because of the pain she was feeling against her skin as well as in her heart

Sidhaant slowly leaned closer to her ears "I hate you" he whispered tightening his hold

"Please..please..leave me sidhaant" she pleaded

"You have to do whatever I say..understand" he said and left her as soon as she nodded

"You have to stand here..in this heavy lehenga for the whole night" he ordered and she widened her eyes

"Why?" She asked in a weak tone

"I had said before that I would not let you sleep tonight so I'm just completing the task" he said

He was about to leave but turned "And if I saw you sitting or sleeping on the floor tomorrow then believe me next punishment would be more worse" he said as a warning and left closing the door

"He hates me?" She questioned herself,tears were streaming down from her eyes

Then why did he said he love me? Treated me well all these days And today He is saying he hates me?

Maybe he really does

She was crying her heart away,god had again played with her trust

"Why he didn't told me the truth?" She asked herself again

"Why God why? Why you always hurts me? Am I this bad? After five years I was somewhat happy and you decided to take away this happiness also? Kanha ji..just kill me..its better to be dead then living such life where you are around thousands of caring people,millions of fans loves you but the one you love hates you..he hates me..HE HATES ME!!" she screamed her lungs out closing her eyes,

It was 3 am by now and her legs were already paining,she was soo tired and the lights had gone to worsen this situation more

She would have sat for some time but she was scared because just now she had seen a devil inside her husband

Somehow and somewhat the morning came and the sun rays fell on her face which increased the beauty of her glass skin,there was no sign of her husband coming back inside the room, he always said that he will make their first night memorable and for some reasons he actually did

The door click opened revealing her husband with a suitcase

"Take these suit case..arrange your clothes and come downstairs after taking bath in 5 minutes it's your first rasoi today" he said ,putting the suitcase in one corner

Shravya finally stepped forward but as expected her legs trembled and she fell on ground

Sidhaant quickly went towards her but he stopped soon remembering that he claimed to hate her,he should not care even if she dies

Shravya somehow managed to stand on her own and by the support of the suitcase she went inside the closet room

As soon as shravya left,sidhaant sat on bed running his hands through his hard

He rubbed his temple

Is this women crazy? I thought that she would lay on the floor or else sit and in the morning when I would come she would act as if she had been standing like that but she literally stand from night for almost 8 hours Uhh Even if she had laid on the floor..I would have said nothing and to be honest I wanted that but..uff I fucking want to massage those small legs of her and let her sleep peacefully But...I can't.

He thought to himself,he looked up only to see his wife coming out from closet room wearing saree and a sleeveless blouse

She had washed her hair as they were wet,some of the drops of water were trailing down to her neck from her hair and finally down to her clevage

Sidhaant could feel the heat and got tensed

"Dry your hair and come downstairs quickly...cook as many as dishes you can" he said but she was looking at the ground

"Okay?" He asked again coming closer towards her

"Okay" she said in a low tone

"Louder" he said tilting his head a little

"Okay" she said in her normal voice still looking down

"Look up" he said and she gulped before looking up

"Apply ice on those dark circles" he said examining her eyes

"Don't worry..I will hide them with makeup..no one will get to know"

she said softly,she thought that maybe he had said that because he didn't wanted the family members to notice,ask and get worried for her but Sidhaant was actually the one who was the most worried...it was toxic..he knew that..he can't help but love and hate her at the same time

"Hmm" he said and went out while she closed her eyes tightly

Sitting infront of the dressing mirror and taking some concealer in her hands,she started applying it on her dark circles but her eyes were still puffy due to the thousands tears she had cried yesterday

After doing that and spraying some perfume ,she came downstairs but didn't spotted her husband anywhere even in the living room so she assumed that he would be in the gym

after visiting the pooja sthan she entered the kitchen

She had already thought what she would cook yesterday when she was standing like a statue

It was finally time for her to tell everyone how good her cooking skills are

Yet she was missing her family,today it was sunday and she never woke up this early ever even when she was in london,shravya's legs were paining very badly still she managed to stand straight,her eyes were closing by time to time

Shravya was feeling her head heavy and her skin hot maybe she was about to have a fever but still she wanted to cook so she started the preparing everything

She cut down the vegetables,washed the dishes and almost everything

as always she got too many bruises..afterall she was a clumsy girl

She didn't spotted a single worker today and she knew Sidhaant had done something

Or else all the workers being sick? .doesn't sounds right? Same goes with her

Finally she put off the flame and smell the kheer she had made...it was smelling really good

Shravya had cooked many other dishes and this was the last one,the dessert

"Sorry shravya..kushant had an extra class today so I was helping him to get ready" naima entered the kitchen,her voice clearing telling shravya that naina was feeling guilty because she was not there to help her

"No worries" shravya said with a slight smile and naina side hugged her

"Yesterday..kushant wanted to sleep in your room..but I knew you two were busy in doing that things so I stopped him" naima said with a teasing smirk and shravya's smile dropped

Things? The only thing happened between him and her was a fight and the confession of his hate for her

Soon with the help of naina she set the dishes on the dinning table

Every one took their seats,kushaant left early as he was having extra classes on Sunday

"Where is Sidhaant shravya?" Rishi asked ,shravya was about to reply but out of nowhere Sidhaant came and sat on his seat

He was half naked only wearing his loose jeans,his muscular body was all visible to her,his hair messy

Shravya started serving food to everyone and at last she served in Sidhaant plate

Now only three seats were empty,one of kushant and beside him ,one beside Sidhaant

Shravya got shocked when she saw Sidhaant arranging a plate on the table even though the seat was empty

She got confused Is he arranging the plate for me? She questioned her self

Taking yes as an answer she went towards him to seat beside him

"Its not for you" he whispered it to her and she looked at him confused

If not for her then whom? Even kushant is not here She thought to herself

"Go and sit there" he ordered pointing towards the seat beside kushant's seat

Without any second thought,with heavy heart she went and sat there

But still the same questions were running inside her mind

For whom he served the food for?

She was eating the food when she felt a familiar presence

"Mishti come and have your seat" shravya heard voice of Sidhaant

She looked infront of her and saw him smirking and when she saw at her side

There she saw her Her bestfriend Mishti

She was back but..but Why she was looking so different? Why she was smirking at her? Why she was giving her that look? And the main question Why she was wearing the shirt of Sidhaant???

Mishti came and sat beside Sidhaant

"Good morning aunty ji" she greeted madhavi

"Yes yes good morning" madhavi said with a smile

"Shravya..remember her? She is mishti..she also used to study in your college..wait don't you guys no eachother?" Madhavi asked ,when shravya was about to answer mishti interrupted

"No she doesn't" mishti said looking at shravya,while shravya was still looking at madhavi

"She always supported me in my bad times" sidhaant stated looking at shravya

Shravya stood up from her seat

"I have to do something important..excuse me" shravya said with a weak smile

"You have prepared such delicious dishes and now you are going" vijay asked his daughter in law as if she was his daughter

"Papa..I will eat later" shravya said softly and left from there without glancing at Sidhaant and mishti

Her heart was heavy,she was having fever and was completely exhausted

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