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background song: dekhte dekhte

Sidhaant's pov

"Sochta hu ke woh kitne masum the kya se kya ho gaye dekhte dekhte"

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Sidhant opened his eyes slowly as his sleep was disturbed by the sun rays,he looked at his side but didn't found shravya there

He slowly sent towards the bathroom but there was no sign of her there too,he groaned and entered the bathroom to take a shower

"Calm down..calm down" shravya said to vanshi as she was crying very hard,they were in the guest room

Shravya and mishti were sitting on the bed while vanshi was crying keeping her head on shravya's chest

"Your brother is really bad..he used me!" Vanshi shouted and Raghuveer rolled his eyes who was standing near by

"What happened..atleast tell me" shravya said looking at vanshi and then Raghuveer

"I was drunk (sob) he took me here in this bedroom (sob) and then..and then.." vanshi's voice cracked as she sobbed

"Then you forcefully kissed me" raghuveer said in a frustrated tone looking at vanshi when she looked into his eyes

She suddenly stopped crying clearly telling that she was acting this whole time

"But..but then you used me..you changed my clothes and don't know what more things you did that my whole body is paining now" she said as she started crying again

Raghuveer scoffed looking at her 3rd class acting

"It was the maid who changed your clothes and due to those pecil heels you wore..you slipped and fell into the pool maybe that's why your body is paining" he spoke the words roughly rolling his eyes

Vanshi kept quiet whereas shravya was looking at both of them time to time

Shravya stood up from the bed

"You guys talk..I think you need to communicate" she said and left from there

Raghuveer went towards the side table and filled a glass with water

He handed her the glass ,she took it without looking at him

Her lips slowing touched the glass as she drank the water

Raghuveer's mind replayed their kissing scene as she slowly licked her lips

He cleared his throat looking at the door trying to divert his focus

"Sorry" he muttered , vanshi looked at him in shock

"I should have backed off.." he said in a low tone

"Hmm" vanshi said examining his expression as he left the room

"Uff if he had done anything I would have told shravya to get me married to him..but..idiot him" she whispered to herself as soon as he closed the door behind him and the silence spread across the room

"Ahh" shravya hissed in pain when someone pinned her to the wall near the garden area,she opened her eyes to witness her husband looking at her with sleepy eyes and messy hair

"What!" She yelled as he started smelling her scent

"You doesn't like my this side?" He asked in his sleepy tone

"I..I.." she was out of answer as he backed off and looked at her with a chuckle

"Tie your hair up" he ordered and shravya furrowed her eyebrows

"Why?!" She asked in a sharp tone

"Because I told you to" he whispered it to her and turned around to leave

"You doesn't like my open hair.. they doesn't look good on me?" She asked in a sad tone

"Hmm" he whispered turning around even though he was addicted to the scent of her hair and once he smell them he couldn't help but want to stay there..always close to her

"Do you even like anything on this earth?" She said in a irritated tone on which he chuckled and went inside

Shravya huffed in annoyance as she make a bun ,she rolled her eyes and cursed him in her breath

"Chachi..you should not curse chachu like that" she flinched when she heard a little voice of a baby

Shravya looked down only to witness kushaant there wearing his school uniform

"Well you guys need a better chemistry" kushaant said and started leaving ,shravya gasped after hearing his sentence

"You are saying it like you had very well experienced such things" shravya said narrowing her eyes as she followed him

Kushaant stopped mid way and looked up to meet shravya's gaze

"Yes..I have experienced" he said proudly as if he had just won an oscar

Shravya looked at him with widened eyes

"What!" She screamed,kushaant slapped his forehead telling shravya to slow down her voice with his signals

"What" shravya whispered sitting on one knee

"Yes chachi..and she is sooooo beautiful!" He said giving shravya a lost lover expression

Shravya scoffed "Wat happened?" Kushaant asked innocently

"Nothing..just feeling jealous..you have such a great love story" shravya said with a pout

"Come on chachi! Try more harder" he said cheering her up

Shravya looked at him "How?" She asked with a sad icey face

"Maybe you both should do more exercises on the bed" kushaant said with a giggle and in an instant left from there where as shravya stood there silently freezed ,amazed by how much kushaant knows

"On bed? Ufff!! This Sidhaant taught him these things!!" She muttered to herself in an angry tone

She quickly headed towards their room

As she entered and closed the door behind her she saw him talking on the call with someone

"Mishti!! What are you talking about!!" He yelled on the phone,shravya gasped and quickly went towards him worried about why he was so angry

"Ahhh~" shravya screamed in fear when Sidhaant broke down the phone

She looked at him with fearful eyes as she met his red ones

"What..what...what" the words were not coming out from her mouth

"HOW.."

"DARE.."

"YOU.."

with every single word he came closer to her ,pinning her hand above her head to the wall,shravya gulped in fear and looked at him

She was feeling that her heart will burst out any time after she witnessed her heart beats raising

"What.." her voice came low as a whisper

"YOU FUCKING HAD SEX WITH HIM!" he screamed on which shravya widened her eyes,she started blinking multiple times as her throat felt heavy

"I was just teasing you this whole time..I had a trust on you that you will not fall this low..maybe you can be a goldigger but never someone who will sell their body..but you..but you.." he said the words as if he was hurt

"...YOU FUCKING PROVED ME WRONG!!!" he screamed as she flinched,his mouth was inches away from her mouth as she can feel his hot breath against her soft skin

"Sid..I.." she didn't knew how to answer

"Now be ready..I will fucking make your life a hell..a pure hell" he muttered it as a warning infront of her

Shravya's lips parted to say something but she stood there quietly

"Now you see..and be careful" he said sharply pointing his index finger infront of her

"I-" without listening to shravya's words he stormed out of the room

Shravya took a deep breath as she tried to control her tears,she touch her wrist as they had the red marks due to his tight grip , she looked at the mobile which was in the pieces and held her chest tightly as she can feel her heart had also shattered into many pieces

Shravya slowly closed her eyes as she could no longer feel any emotion rather than pain

What's happening in my life? All I wanted was just love My first love was him..I just wanted love and then suddenly I had to leave this country When I came back after 5 years...he had came to me and told me that he loves me...I was really happy but on our wedding night that happiness also vanished as he claimed that he hated me and married me just for revenge

But..but..even after that he treated me right but now I think I had became someone lowest infront of his eyes.

Why always life plays with me??

She questioned to herself as tears started welling into her eyes

Shravya quickly inside washroom to wash her eyes as they were red and irritated due to her spoiled kajal

After washing her eyes harshly she looked into the mirror

This feeling..this pain was not new for her..she had been feeling this from the past five years

She started laughing loudly even though tears again started flowing like waterfall from her eyes

Shravya opened one drawer and took out the sharp blade...it was the only medicine she had been using on her body from past years which always gave her some relief

She applied pressure on the blade as it made a deep cut into her skin,she hissed in pain but this was nothing infront of the one given by her own husband..her first love

As the blood flew down and her white coloured hand looked red due to the fresh blood all over shravya couldn't help but feel an unknown relief in her heart

"Chachiiii!!" As she heard a scream of kushaant shravya quickly tried to wash the blood but it was not stopping

She harshly tried to wash away the blood from her other hand which made the situation more worsen

"Aghh~" shravya's lips parted as a gasp as she can feel the pain of the wound eating up her strength

She tore the piece of her dupatta and wrapped it of the cut,she took a long breath and headed out as she could feel thousand of screams of kushaant  from outside

"What happened?" She asked as soon as she closed the door of bathroom behind her

"Cha..chachi.." his voice was low filled with fear

"What happened kush?" Shravya asked going closer to him as her heart felt uneasy due to kushant's tone

Kushaant stood there freezed lowering his gaze,he gulped hard looking towards the floor which raised shravya's anxiety more

"Tell me kush!" Shravya said as her breath hitched

Suddenly both kushant and shravya flinched when they heard the voice of glass breaking

Kushaant quickly hugged shravya tightly as she roamed her hand all over his back to comfort him even though she was the one who needed that thing the most

Shravya was about to leave from the room removing herself from kushant's hold but he hugged her again and this time more tightly

"No chachi..don't go..chachu will destroy you" he said in a fearful tone ,shravya furrowed her eyebrows

"Look...I will quickly go and come okay?" Shravya said in a soft tone but still kushaant clutched her kurta tightly

"No..chachi..no" he said as tears formed into his eyes,shravya's heart ached. She still didn't knew the reason behind everything but shravya knew that something was wrong and that too with her own husband

She grabbed kushaant and placed him on the bed,she was about to leave but he held her wrist

"Please be carefull" he muttered in the same weak tone, shravya slowly pinched his tip of the nose with love and headed outside to see what really the matter is

"Shravya..finally you are here!"