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SHRAVYA'S POV

"Tu hi jaane tu kya sochta hai Baawreee Kyu dikhaye saapne tu Sote jagte?"

SIDHAANT'S POV

"Gunja sa hai koi iktara..ikrata Gunja sa hai koi iktara Dheeme bolo koi iktara..iktara Gunja sa hai koi iktara"

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"Are you okay bhabhi?" Vanshi's voice echoed in the room as she asked shravya the question

"Yes..I'm all okay.." shravya said with a weak smile

"Don't disturb her" vanshi's head turned towards the voice and it was her brother who had just entered inside the room

Vanshi was about to leave but shravya held her wrist

"Stay" she said ,her voice coming out weak

Siddhant looked at vanshi giving her death glare

"Bhabhi..woh" before vanshi could complete shravya left her wrist as a signal for her to leave,vanshi gave her a smile for last time and went outside

Shravya looked towards the ground ,her body and head was feeling heavy

Sidhaant went towards her and sat beside her on the chair,there was one big sandwich in his hand

He slowly took sandwich closer to shravya's mouth signaling her to eat,shravya looked at the other side not wanting to eat

Sidhaant sighed and from the other hand softly held her chin making her took towards his direction

"Eat it" he spoke softly looking deep into her eyes

Shravya shook her head as no and quickly placed her hand on her head as it again started paining,now she already predicted future..she knew now Sidhaant will scold her

"Please kha lijiye" those three words made her heart beat raised

"Maine kaha na nahi!" Shravya said looking away

"Eat or else I have different ways to make you eat..and in that process even I can eat you" he said as a clear warning with a smirk

Shravya gulped and looked at him opening her mouth slightly

"You want to eat mine?" He asked,his smirk getting more wider whereas shravya gasped in shock not believing his words

"I don't understand..what you are talking about siddhant" shravya muttered in a low tone

"You clearly know" saying this he made her eat one bite of the sandwich and shravya slowly chew it down

"Well you will get discharge today..can you walk?" He asked in between,shravya hesitantly nodded her head as yes

"Maa brought clothes for you yesterday night..why your whole wardrobe is brown?" He asked,finally he asked her the question he wanted to ask for very while

"Its my favorite color" shravya said lowering her gaze

"Why?" He asked ,his voice telling how curious he really is

"Actually your eyes" she looked up,looking deep into his eyes

"They are brown.." she whispered enough for him to hear,siddhant was shocked..did she really loved him this much?

He chuckled softly "What are you saying yaar..nonsense" he said but his smile vanished when shravya was seriously looking into his eyes

"Maa brought one Kurta set..please wear it" he said after locking the door expecting that she would go inside washroom

"I will need help please call maa or vanshi" shravya said

"I'm here..I will help..what do you need?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows

"I don't think I'm in the state that I can wear this kurta by my own self" she said looking away not meeting his gaze

That's when Siddhant realized what help she needed

"Wait let me call someone" saying this he left

Now it had been a while but he hadn't returned,soon the door opened but it was Siddhant only who was a sweating mess by now

"Actually everyone left..so that they can welcome you very perfectly at the mansion..you want me to all nurse?" He asked in one go,shravya signalled him to come and sit on the chair

Siddhant locked the door and went and sat on the chair

"Can you help me?" Shravya asked hesitantly

"As long as you are comfortable" siddhant said giving shravya comforting look

"Its okay..I'll be in my inners..you just close your eyes" she muttered as he nodded

He stood up from the chair and slowly made her sit on the same chair,he closed his eyes but shravya still hesitated

Siddhant took the dupatta and tied it to his eyes

"Comfortable enough?" He asked and she nodded

"I cannot see that nodd yaar" he said with a slight pout and she chuckled

"Yeah..yes I'm comfortable" she said and handed him the kurta

Siddhant slowly took off the t shirt she was wearing and slowly with care made her wear the kurta,in between when his hands touched her bare back shivers ran down her spine as she clutched her pajamas

"I will wear the pant" saying this she wore them quickly

"Open your eyes" she said in a low tone ,siddhant kneel down infront of her

"You untie this" he said with a soft little smile,shravya with shivering hands undid the dupatta

Siddhant stood up and wrapped the dupatta around his neck in punjabi style, soon shravya gasped when he took her up in a bridal style

"What the hell are you doing sid!! Stopp!!" She yelled in fear as he opened the door of the room and went outside where other patients and people were present

"I'm scared of heights.." saying this she cluched his shirt very tightly in a fist

"Don't worry I will not let my world fall" he said softly holding her more tightly in his hold looking straight forward

Finally they reached down at their car and he made her sit on the passenger seat

Shravya smelled her kurta and it was now smelling like his scent,she kept on smelling it

"Your perfume is really good" she complimented

"I don't use any perfume" he said starting the car

Shravya smelled the scent again,yes it was his natural scent which drived her crazy

She kept on smelling her kurta while Siddhant noticed it,he chuckled looking at her cute actions

"You can smell me whole night today...its an offer" he said with a smirk and chuckle at the same time

"I'm not well and you are saying such things?" Shravya asked,her tone little bit scolding

"I said I will hug you..I didn't said anything dirty..its your mind ashleel aurat" he said as his smirk grew more wider ,shravya was out of answer

"You want to drink coffee?" He asked looking straight at the road

"Yes reallyyyyy" she said closing her eyes as she needed some warmth

Siddhant quickly handed him a cup of coffee which he bought for her but was hesitating to give her that lately so that she would not feel like he really loves her

"You were in london for 5 years right?" He asked and she nodded as she took one sip of hot coffee

"Why you went there?" As soon as he asked her this question she stopped drinking the coffee and remained quiet

He looked at her,there was something in his eyes..clearly pain

"I..I went there to build my carrier" she whispered in a low tone,enough for him to hear

"You never loved vidyut?" He asked in a low tone,shiver ran down her spine as soon as he took his name

"No" she uttered quickly looking at the road in horror as all the memories of her getting hurt because of vidyut and leaving this country flooded into her mind

"Then why you were texting him whole time?" Siddhant asked her calmly but there was rage in his voice too

"I never texted him..I was texting you" shravya uttered in a low tone

"What the hell are you talking about shravya? You never texted me!" He said,his voice was louder by now

"Sidhaant..I'm not in the state where I can scream and prove myself..so please stop" she said closing her eyes and placing her hand on her head as it again became heavy

Now she was expecting that Sidhaant will again scream at her ignoring her plea

"I'm sorry" he said and shravya looked at him in shock

What's wrong with him? She thought to herself

"You know what sidhaant" she said and he looked at her in confusion

"What?" He asked,his voice cracked a little

"Sometimes our life takes us into darkness..making us lost into it..that..that we cannot even find our way back..but we know we have to..so please don't make this darkness take over the whole power upon you..trust me you will find the light..realize all this before it's too late" she said the whole things looking straight at the road

"There is no light in my life shravya..and the one I thought can be my sunshine (looked at shrava) she was the one who made me lost into darkness even more..." he said again looking towards the road making shravya more confused

"I never felt love ever..in my childhood..I was all busy in my studies and my parents were so busy in work that they never spent time with me..when my siblings noticed my pain..it was too late because I had already flew to New York at that time..and after the death of vidyut..." he stopped as his eyes were filled with tears

Shravya looked at him and slowly wiped his tears from the soft lining of her dupatta

"If you will run away from me..I will never stop you shravya...go!...go away..go away..before I took you into my darkness" his face was mess due to tears,looking at that state of hims shravya's eyes also filled with tears

"I'm also into darkness from very long time..I just wanna be with you..I don't care how you treat me.." she said in a low tone as he stopped the car because his hands shivered

"I wish..I wish..I could go back and change everything...I wish I never came to New York....no! No! I wish..I was never born" when he said the last line shravya quickly covered his mouth

"Pleaseee" she pleaded as she realised what he was talking

"There are many people who loves you..but never express" she whispered it to him as tears also fall down from her face too

"I don't see anyone" he whispered back,his voice a mistake of smoothness and roughness

"Look at me..look into my eyes..you will always find love for you siddhant" she whispered again touching her forehead to his

"I don't wanna look shravya....I don't wanna love you...I want to hate you" her heart clenched as soon as she heard his words

"My eyes..my heart..my body..my soul will always..always! Love you Siddhant.. I don't care if you love me..hate me..want to kill me...or bury me alive" she said,her voice rough in pain

Siddhant wiped his tears looking at the road

"Everyone must be waiting" he said and started the engine while shravya silently looked outside the window

The wind made her wet tears dry..leaving the tear marks

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"Who the hell send that truck?!" As soon as one lady received the call the person on the other hand screamed

"Who else could it be rather than me huh?" The lady asked with a devilish laugh

"And and..you should celebrate mr lover..because the truck was slow..if it was fast..then shravya's bone had been cracked into pieces" The voice of a girl echoed in the silent room

"What the hell!! You want to kill my shravya?!" The other person on the call screamed back

"I don't know about your shravya..but I fucking need my Siddhant for me..as early as possible.." the lady took a pause

"..and in that process I don't mind killing..YOUR SHRVYA!!" the lady screamed gritting her teeths

"So make your shravya yours..before I do something more shitty!" She hang up the call after giving the other person a clear warning

"Be careful..miss Shravya..because I will be the next Mrs. Malhotra" she laughed again saying the sentence, and the guards around her get scared as her evil laughed echoed in the room