I have got to stop watching her. I'd like to break the Guys neck for what he's done to her. This Girl had my attention since I meet her 4 Years ago. Of Course she doesn't remember me. She just thought of me as her Cousin's Friend, Just one the Bikers. I could fall for her so Easy. She's Head Strong, Stubborn, Independant, full of spunk, and She doesn't look down on people.

I see the pain in her Eyes, I can also see Trust issues. God I want this Girl, not Just Sexually, I want her Heart, the Ever After, No one else in the Others bed. I Know I'm not good enough . The Things I've done has turned my heart Black. A Government Killer. Serving in the Special Forces. You Learn ways to Protect Yourself, Protect your Country at all costs. Ways to get information. My Past cost me my Child. My Ex-wife thought I would die overseas, and She could get Survivors Pension. It was the only reason she married me. Money. The Bitch Didn't realize I would fight to survive. Her Lying, Cheating Ass had My Child aborted. So She could have her Lover. Neither would be heard from again. Not Many Brothers know this. Ghost, Pop, and ace, They are the ones who saved me, Gave me purpose. I prospected before I left for Deployment. I was a Mean Son Bitch. When I came out I had a Chip on My Shoulder, I don't think I'd be here if not for them. I'd either be serving time or Dead.

I Guess I'm going to have to talk to Bubbles, That shit she pulled in the Kitchen, Making it sound as If I was Screwing her, That I belonged to her. Pure Bullshit. Yes, I've messed around with Club Girls. I never go with out Condom, I don't go down on them, and I only take their Ass. I won't risk the chance of Pregnancy. Not since this spot of Sunshine came to visit her Family have I thought about not just Sex but Making Love. Because it Wouldn't be sex with her.

I don't know how Ghost will react, But if she'll have Me, I'm hers. Even if I have to leave the club.