I've been at the club for a Month, still haven't found my Phone Charger, So of Course My phone is dead. I gave Seth some money asking if he could pick me up another, Not only for my Room but also for my Jeep. I don't know where that one Went, I never taken it out.

One of the Prospects brought them into me, trying to give me the money back, think his Name was Steve. Told him if he didn't take the Money , I wouldn't take the Chargers.

Everything has been going pretty well except for couple of Club Girls. I'm trying to hold my Tongue, But the one Called Bubbles is really trying my Patience it's gotten so Bad I've started leaving the Club House. I can walk through the woods , go to Pop and Nan's house. So Far Each time I've gone they haven't been HOme. So I just muck the Stalls, Brush down the horses, collect the eggs and leave them in the collect bucket on the Porch.

Today when I got back, Shit hit the Fan. Seth, Pop, Eagle and Couple of Prospects were standing around , legs spread like their ready to battle, arms crossed over their chest. Yes a lot of Pissed off Alpha Males. First thing Seth does is yell at me. Where the hell have you been. Now I don't do good with someone Yelling at me. I just Yelled back, Your not My Daddy, Warden, this isn't a prison unless your trying to make it one. Of course this pisses him off more. Saying I'm Disrespecting him in his Own Club, In front of his Members. He goes to grab my arms, pull me toward Church. I'm so stunned I don't pull away. Seth has never treated me like this. After all the Patched Guys and Pop walk in, He shuts the door.

Then the Yelling starts again. Why Didn't I let someone Know Where i was. Did I not realize how Serious My Situation is, Was I wanting to be snatched, Possible Killed- Then the Kicker, Was I Just Plain Stupid. Thats what Got me. Some of Mom's boyfriends used to call that Cause I wouldn't talk to them, run and Hide from them. I walked up into his Personal Bubble , Yelled I sure as shit must be for coming to you in the first place. I stormed out slamming the door. I know it's childish, I can't stand in there another minute let them see me Cry. When I get that Mad I cry. Leaving the building I walk out to the farthest pic nic table lay down on the seats and let it go. DAMN YOU, I yell.



SETH. Where the hell is she? why didn't she at least take her Phone. I guess it's good thin she didn't or we would never know about the texts and phone calls from the Ex, the threats. Hell I don't even know if she has noticed them, with her phone being dead and no charger. When Keta comes bouncing into the Club House, First thing I do is yell at her. I've never done that. Should have known her temper , She tells me I'm Not her Daddy. I can't help it, I pull her into Church. I knew I made a mistake after the word stupid came out of my mouth. The look on her face. I've never seen her like that. Even worse she yelled she Shouldn't have contacted me, then storms out. DAMN. I yell.

Pop looks at me and shakes his head. Says You Know You just put the girl back in her head calling her that. Shit it hits me thats what her Mom and men her Mom dated called her. I start to walk out , follow her. Pop stops me, says we need to talk. You need to calm down. Eagle looks at me , says I got her Prez.

After all the Guys leave Pop points to the Chairs, stating what I'm about to tell you goes no further than this room. I know this isnt going to be good. Pop starts picking at his cuticles with his knife. He doesnt even look up. Rember when she first came to stay summers with us, The night mares, how she would hide from all the men, including me. Hell I used to be one she ran too when she got hurt or was scared, I vaguely remember . She wouldn't have anything to do with me either I say.

Your Grandmother and I didn't know what to do, Girl wouldn't have anything to do with her Dad either. We talked to a specialist who said we need get her in therapy. Took us a while to find one she would talk to. Damn it we didn't want to send her back before we found the root of it all. The Next Summer we got her into the same therapist she would talk to. Found out working with horses brought our little girl out of her shell a little bit, she was like a damn turtle. She'd be doing good then , then something would trigger her and Damn if that little head would go back into it's shell. That's when we decided to build a barn, put up fencing, and get some horses. Of course it didn't happen over night. took two summers. I bawled first time that sweet girl run up to me, jumped in my arms. Damn near put me on my Ass, He chuckles.

It wasn't until a few years ago we found out what happened. That Mother of hers was verbally abusing her, and she let few of her boy friends touch her, one almost got her pants off. Your Nan and I tried to take her away, Damn the System, stated because we lived and Participated with local bikers it would be no different. The only comfort we was the law did step in and sent her to boarding school. Thank God for the Therapist, she's the one who called the police in. She called us into her office tell us why. Because Keta wasn't our Child she couldn't tell us everything she did tell Pam that Keta was not Raped- Yes they put her through a Rape kit. Needless to say I say red. That Girl was like Mine. We Loved her more than a Granddaughter. She was like You, You both have demons due to the shitty Parents . I know they are My Boys but what they have done to you kids, Well we both know they will get theirs. Karma will show how big a Bitch she is.

My Fist are Clinched, I want to hit something, on top of it all. I brought it all back to her. Girl that I loved , she was more like a Sister than a Cousin. I looked at Pop, Tears running down my face and How, How do I fix this? Let her he until You calm down. Keta doesn't know we know what happened. Therapist told us not to say anything, That Keta would tell us one day when her mind has healed. So calm down, spar with one the prospects, then tell her about the texts. Clapping me on the Back, he walks out.

KETA

Laying on the Picnic table , I go over the Argument with Seth, Thinking Maybe I shouldn't have yelled like that, I wipe tears off my face, turn over so I'm looking up in the sky. Hearing foot steps, I shut My eyes thinking it's Seth I say I know, I know I was out of line, and I'm sorry. The Voice that says I wouldn't say that isnt Seth. I turn toward the voice, I'm shocked to see Jace. I sit up and ask, what are you doing back here, sent to check on the Idiot girl.

Frowning he grabs my hand and states Darling your not an idiot, and Before you say it, Noone thinks you are. Tempers just got loose, things were said without thinking straight. Prez was worried about you. He's not used to having a female that he loves here at the club. It scares him, he says wiping the tears that escape down my face. Sweet heart have yyou checked your phone. Shaking My Head no, I state it was Dead, Put it on Charge before I left , Why?

It's been going off before you ask, We didn't invade your privacy. After 3 Hours of continous ringing and Text Notification. One of the Girls looked at it. saw the texts from your EX,. I explode, What the Hell, I don't go around checking their phones. They had no Freaking Right. I jump up and start Pacing, I look at him and ask Do they check your Phone ? Seth's Phone? any of the other Biker's ? No he states, Of Course not I huff out. I bet it was Bubbles, How'd you know he asks. Because for the last week she's been telling me I Need to leave, Noone wants me here. What he asks, Why? he asks . Because she wants you. I state. starting to walk off. He tugs me back toward him, Leans down states I don't want her, I want You Before he kisses me.,

SETH

After pounding the bags, unwrapping My hands, washing blood and sweat from My Body. I head upstairs to see Keta. I really need to apologize, make things right between us again. Seeing her sitting at the Bar with Bottle water, I see Bubbles walk up to her about time I do. I watch the look on her face change. When I hear Bubbles tell her she needs to Leave, that she told her before No one wanted her there, and that she wasn't welcome. I about blew a gasket. I walk up to them both, State who the Hell do you think you are Bubbles. When did you become head of this Club. Keta has more Right to be here than you do. I want to Know what the Hell is Your Problem. Well you had a lot to say few minutes ago when You thought no one was listening, Now you don't huh. Bubbles face becomes ashen. Knowing she's been caught in a bad situation, She swears at Keta, Says I saw her kissing My Man. Really I ask, and Who may that Be? glancing at me, She softly says, Eagle. Well lets just clear this up right now. Looking around I see Eagle shooting Pool with couple Prospects. I yell for his attention, do a Chin lift asking him to come over.

I tell him what Bubbles just said, asking him was that correct. Yes he says, I kissed Keta. Hell No I am not now , Nor have I ever been Bubbles Man. Where she gets that shit I don't know. Been Trying to Avoid being alone with her for Months. Even told her I wasn't interested. Bubbles goes from Embarrassment to shock at his words.

I tell her that's her second strike. One more and she can pack her shit and leave. If you Ever speak to Keta that way again, Hell won't even save You. Go to your Room think about where you want to be, What you want your future to be and Where. Stomping off with a glare.

I look at Eagle, and State a word. We headed to my office. Shutting the door , turning I ask him What's your intentions? You know she's been through hell. I don't care if you are My VP, and Best Friend. You Hurt her I'll Beat your Ass. Not Happening Eagle states. Walks up, looks in my eyes states I've had a thing for her since I met her 4 years ago. Why I haven't touched another Women since.

DAAMN, I'm in shock. Knew We haven't seen him with anyone . Just figured you weren't interested in the club girls we had here. Eagle states , If she'll have me , I'm going all out make her mine. If that's a problem , I'll turn in my Colors, Have someone cover My Club Tat. Your Serious, I ask him. He nods, You Know your going to have talk to Pop, Which won't be easy, The Impossible will be Convincing Nan. I walk out, Slapping him on the back with a laugh.