Rachel's POV

I feel numb, its like my body is on auto pilot. I want my revenge, it needs to be my turn to get back at her. I hate it! I hate how she makes me feel no matter the situation.

She wants to sleep around with others? So be it, I will as well. I looked up after a while of looking down at the floor admiring the tears falling from my eyes.

I'm in the garden.

"Are you okay Rachel?" My eyes connected with my maid.

"uh I-..I am, thank you." She stared at me for a while not fully convinced that what I said was true.

"Alright then, I'll leave you alone." She left after that.

I kept walking mindlessly in the garden until I bumped into someone. She looked very pretty actually.

Black hair, tall, sharp features, and grey eyes. Nothing compared to my queen, my mate.

We stared at each other for a while, her eyes taking me in and so was I. The next moments happened in a flash, a mixture of taking each others clothes off and making out while walking to her room.

It was on floor level so It was nowhere near the queen or I should say my mate. Good, she wont cock-block me.

"Your quite the special one aren't ya?" She said while gazing at my naked member. I never was really upfront about my extra attachment. It doesn't match my normal personality, but in bed I was different I was confident and dominant.

"Why don't I show you how special this one can be, hm?" Lust filled eyes, moans, and finally our climaxes. What an enjoyable lay to get rid of this frustration.

An hour has passed while we were doing that. I chose to get up and dressed, speaking of which I never got a job. I kinda want to work because its pretty boring just sitting around honestly.

After asking around the castle for the queen's location I got many looks. Some full of lust, some seem like they heard something they shouldn't of but its whatever. I arrived at her office.

I opened the door not caring about the consequences for barging into the queen's office. She doesn't act like i'm her mate but surely she wouldn't dare to hurt me physically. Or at least I hope she wont.

She looked up at me with anger and sadness. Why are you looking at me like that..? I felt sadness myself because of the way she looked at me, like she resented me for a second.

"Get out." Was all she said.

"No. I want to talk to you." She rolled her eyes before opening her mouth to speak.

"Talk to me about what? About how good that girl was?" Oh.

I guess she heard us? We couldn't have been that loud I hope.

Pretending as if she didn't say that I proceeded with what I was gonna say. "I want a job to do inside this castle, its so boring just walking around."

"We are not going past that topic. Please fulfill me on how good it was, how can I one-up her?"

"Oh really? Wouldn't you like to know." I said.

"She was pretty good but out of the 3 times i've done it, she is not top one." Her eyes darkened they looked like they were about to kill someone. She took a deep breath and breathed out shakily before speaking.

"GET OUT" Oh I don't think she's playing at all right now.

"Your the one that asked!" I yelled with confidence. My plan succeeded, I am really sure she's jealous. What a sight to see.

I walked pretty fast out of her office, before I could officially leave the office area someone grabbed my arm.

"I've heard you want a job right Miss Rachel?" Its a man who spoke.

Seeing my confusion he began to introduce himself. "Apologies, I am Dean the right-hand man of the queen. I happened to hear some parts of your conversation." He heard? Oh shit.

"How much did you hear?" I asked cautiously.

"Just the part where you wanted a job."

"Well what do you have to offer for me sir?"

"Would you like to work as the maid duster for floor 3?" Floor 3? That's my floor.

"Sure I mean what do they do?"

"Just dusting shelves, tables, etc. But the queen does like them to also clean her room if the main maid hasn't done it already." I nodded savoring the information given to me.

"Okay I'm up for it then"

"Then you shall start tomorrow, Miss Rachel." He smiled at me before walking away.

Sighing I also left shortly after. Arriving in my room, I thought back on what has happened so far. I do feel guilty I mean did she really deserve that? Should I have done that..? It's nothing compared to her body count though...

I felt hurt just thinking about how many people she has had sex with.

Please stop thinking about that Rachie it puts bad things in my mind as well...

I'm sorry Jae.

That was the last and first thing I heard from her today. I can feel my wolf hurting just like me, both of us fighting this internal conflict within, fighting the invisible shadow figures trying to grab and drag me in. Fighting the thought to give in.



(Sort of short sorry!)