Rachel's POV

Its been a couple of days since I was assigned my job, its been okay not the best considering I have to dust like 10 rooms. The queen's room is the worst out of all of them.

Every time I go and clean her room there would be at least 10-20 pieces of clothes on the floor... when will she stop sleeping around! I want to pursue her but I cannot if she continues to break my heart by sleeping with others that are not me.

Luckily in the past two days I have noticed the clothes count lessen, please don't increase. "Ew," I said as I threw a bra piece away from me. I continued cleaning her room its like really big once you walk in the bed would be about 10 feet away from the door and about 6 feet to the right would be her bathroom. The whole left side fits all of her drawers and dressers, about 5 of each to be exact.

Like genuinely what do you need all of this for? I get people have a lot of clothes and are rich but come one that much for one person is crazy... like donate me some. Speaking of clothes each one I have thrown away into the laundry basket has stains... that isn't important though what is important is- oh what is that?

Pulling a picture out from being sandwiches by the wall and dresser it looks like a tattoo of some sort. Two wolves connected by a red string, weird. Whatever though.

I finally finished cleaning her room when the queen entered with... ugh another girl!? Seriously?! At this point i'm burning with rage and jealousy does she not feel the bond? I'm ready to accept her "past" actions except those actions are still present.

"Get out. You look like a bunch of dead ends." I said to the girl in MY mate's arms. Surprisingly my tone shocked the queen and scared the girl. Ugly rat that's right! Stay away.

I strode over to the queen towering a bit as I'm taller. "When are you gonna stop fucking around, Madam?" I grabbed her hand with some force showing how frustrated I am with her.

I placed her hand above my chest where my heart was, "Don't you feel the bond? Don't you feel how crazy this gets whenever I am around you?!" I said moving her hand around my hand. She does not speak, only stared at me searching my eyes before switching to looking at my eyes and then my lips.

No, this is not the best atmosphere for that. "Snap out of it Kacy because I have had enough of your bullshit. Tighten your loose ends before I reject you." Her actions ceased when I said the last few words, I gazed into her green forest eyes looking for a sign that she actually cares. And I got it, panic flashed through her eyes.

"W-what? No Rachel please... do not do that." Her voice cracked, what..? This is the most emotion she has ever shown to me since I got here. My heart clenched I already feel guilty for even bringing the thought of breaking the bond with her up. Gosh what are you doing to me my queen?

"Please stop this madness, sweetheart I don't want to take it to extreme measures just because you wont change. But I will if it means protecting the feelings in my heart." Oh. I may have overshared but it feels good to let that out?

She nodded her head before looking away from me. No! Say it and look at me! "Kacy." She turned her attention back to me.

"Say it and look at me, please." Her eyes held uncertainty, why are you uncertain? Those words I wanted to ask never came out.

"I promise to the moon goddess that I will change for you." She said it but it feels like she did not mean it. I will never force her to change physically so I accepted her promise holding it dear to my heart hoping it wont break.

"You swear?"

"I swear on it, R." I smiled and hugged her tightly afraid that if I let go she might just disappear and forget that promise. Her arms didn't come around to hug me back though.. I sighed in disappointment. I'll take what I can get.

Smiling I went to exit her room but before I could fully leave she grabbed my arm and pulled me to her hugging me tightly just like I did to her. After a few moments of us embracing each other she let me go with a small smile and kissed my cheek.

To say I was shocked is an understatement, it was just a kiss on the cheek but it felt like everything I needed was right infront of me, I was just waiting until it got closer.

I left her room with a giddy feeling like something new was gonna bloom. I hope our relationship will be healthy and stable later on, maybe we could take things seriously. I kept thinking of her until I entered the garden, many flowers. It had about 20 flower beds evenly spaced out some where hanging and other were attached to a window sill.

About 10 minutes has passed and I was about to leave the garden when my necklace started glowing. That has never happened before, it began to sting my collarbone a bit like when you scrape your knee. Annoyed by the stinging I went inside and walked to my room trying to find something to stop it. I walked into my bathroom and decided to just put cold water on my skin.

Loud sirens started blaring, footsteps were rushed and many words were being sputtered while I opened my door. Stay in your room. Hide in the secret room in the closet. Is that you Jae?

Huh? No? Wait what is going on?? My wolf said.

The same words were being repeating in my head anonymously giving me a headache. "Come on we have to hide Rachel!" Kacy? When did she get in? She's dragging me into the closet and opened a secret room, dude what? Ignoring all the blaring questions, I just let her lead me until I eventually passed out from the headache I received and probably mixed with a bit of overstimulation.