Jamir Coleman(Polo G)

"Scared of me. Got them niggas needing therapy. Mad cause they ain't ahead of me. Ain't no rapper that can mess with me. Like Polo Gucci boy you the shit. I already know so why they telling me? And these dealers wanna know my recipe cause I got all the fiend don't let them eat. Everything on me got two Gs so these bad bitches wanna mess with me. They just wanna flex and finesse with me. Tryna run through a check with me" I rapped as I wrote the lyrics down

I was sitting in my room writing whatever came to my mind. This was my getaway from the real world. I sucked at expressing my feelings half the time so I wrote them into a rap. A habit I got into some time ago. And after seeing Leilani's book I just knew I needed to go harder on this rap shit.

"What you doing?" Nahla asked waking up from her nap

"Writing"

"I don't know why you don't listen to me and get in the studio. You got talent but don't wanna use it" She rolled her eyes sitting up

"I told you I ain't tryna be no rapper this just some shit to help me express my emotions"

"Well whatever you wanna do I support you"She shrugged "What time is it?"

"Almost 9. Yo ass was knocked out.Missed dinner and all" I laughed

"Bro what the fuck. I was suppose to be home at 7" She got up sliding her shoes on "You ain't save me no food?" She stopped to look at me

"Hell nah I ate yo plate too" I said as I started laughing again but soon stopped once the pillow hit my face "That's what we on?" I asked

"Yup cause you ain't save me none" She shrugged grabbing all her things

"It ain't my fault you knocked out cold. I tried waking you up but you wasn't going and I'll be damned if I get punched again" I shook my head closing the book putting it on the night stand.

"I wasn't gonna hit you" she rolled her eyes

"Lying ass. Every time I try and wake you up I get uppercutted" I said making her laugh "Keep laughing Nahla" I warned but she laughed harder

I grabbed a book off the nightstand throwing it at her hitting her right in the face causing me to bust out in laughter.

"Motherfucker" she said through gritted teeth "You gonna Pay" she semi yelled

That was my cue to get up and run. I got up dipping out my room with her right behind me.

"Stop running in the house" my OG yelled causing us to stop dead in our tracks

"Sorry mama" I told her only to receive a smack on the back of my head

I turned around seeing that Nahla standing behind me smiling

"Well I gotta go now" she laughed hugging my mom before running out the crib

I laughed shaking my head getting ready to walk back in my room when my mom stopped me

"Jamir can i talk to you?" She asked

"Yeah" I said following her into the kitchen taking a seat at the table "wassup?"

"I want to know what the hell you be doing out all times of the night and where the fuck were you when you didn't come home until two days later and don't fix your mouth to say Nahla's" She said sternly looking at me as if she was waiting for me to lie

"I was out with friends and at Jaylas" I shrugged

"I dont want you out no more! You understand me?"

"Man you doing to much" I waved her off up getting ready to walk out

"Doing to much? Watch your fucking tone when you talking to me! I am your mother so you will respect me" she yelled pointing her finger in my face "I'm tired of you always being out and never checking in. Be having me up worried because you're not home. I bust my ass working so I can give you everything. I went through hell to pay for that damn basketball shit you wanted to be a part of and how many times have you went?" She asked

"You done now?" I said not tryna listen to Shit else she was talking about

"Pack yo bags you going to stay with your grandma for a few days maybe she can knock some damn sense into you"

I walked out heading to my room. I wasn't gonna pack. she got me fucked up

Nahla Reese

"Where the fuck you been at?" Dre asked as soon as I walked through the door

"At Jamir's. I fell asleep and barely woke up"

"I been told you to stop coming in late G. You know we don't want you in the fucking streets at night you don't fucking listen man" he yelled

"You acting like I was doing something wrong. I was literally sleep at my Mir's house"

"Dre calm down and let her explain"My granny told him

"Nah granny. You give her too much freedom and that ain't cutting it. Look at her doing god knows what" He told my grandma

"God knows what? I was fucking sleeping Dre damn"

"Watch your fucking tone with me Nahla. I'll knock you upside your head" He warned but I wasn't tryna hear shit he was saying "You failing school too so fuck is going on huh?"

"I'm not failing! I literally talked to my teachers today and I got all A's and one C so how am I failing?" I asked him

"You never got lower than A so don't come at me with this bull Shit"

"Dre that's it! Calm down and reason with her. This is no reason for you to get all loud with her and yell at her. There's ways to talk to her without yelling" my grandpa told him trying to calm him down but it was going in one ear and going out the other

"That's the only fucking way to get through to her. I've been tried to talk to her nice but she don't fucking listen. Fuck you doing out in the streets anyways? Huh? Tryna get shot again? You want to get yo goofy ass shot again ku? Hanging with all niggas and shit"

"I do fucking listen Dre damn. I wasn't even in the streets. I was down the block inside Jamir's house with his family who you've known your whole life too. I wasn't out with random people and I wasn't looking for trouble so please tell me what did I do wrong besides come home after curfew?" I asked waiting to hear what he had to say

Mine and Dre's relationship was always rocky. I never really got along with him like I did with Trey or Tez. He always finds things to bitch at me about or we simply don't talk. I never know why.It's been that way since I was a kid so I just got used to him not treating me like his sister but more like a random.

"That's the fucking problem. You always doing the opposite of what we tell you. You think you don't gotta listen to us and you can just say fuck it and do you. You're 15 a little ass girl. But nah you wanna be a hoe? You wanna go fuck every nigga you see? You want to fail school and drop out? Go ahead bro go head and be a dumb ass hoe with no future" He waved me off walking towards the kitchen

"Is that really what you think of me? You think I would degrade myself and throw away my future? You think I'm worthless bro. You really think I'm nothing" I said shaking my head in disbelief that my own brother would think so low of me

"You putting words in my mouth now man" He stopped walking turning to look at me

"Me putting words in your mouth? I'm just summing up everything you told me. But it's cool now I know for a fact you hate G but it's cool" I shrugged

"Stop it. You guys are siblings and this is no way to talk to each other and those aren't the words you say to your little sister Dre. What has gotten into you" My grandma looked at him in disbelief too

"It's okay granny. Let him get everything off his chest. But Dre since we on that don't worry about me no more. Don't say shit to me and we can both act like we don't know each other like we basically been doing our whole lives. Don't trip dude as of today you no longer have a dumb ass hoe for a sister"I said walking passed him making sure I bumped into him

I walked in my room sitting on my bed staring at the picture of me and Trey

"Man how I wish I can be with you right now. I miss you Trey"

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