"It's been too long and I'm lost without you.What am I gonna do? Said I been needin' you, wantin' you. Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you. Is your heart still mine? I wanna cry sometimes. I miss you" - Aaliyah

Naysia (Coco)

I looked at the double doors and felt like I had been holding my breath for days. Nasir was beside me. I didn't want to look anyone in the eyes or talk to anybody. I held Sweets hand.

I began walking without even knowing my legs were moving as I pushed myself inside of the church. I looked straight ahead. This felt like the longest walk in my life. I felt my legs buckle.

I wish that I could turn back the hands of time. Maybe he could have lived. I felt everybody looking at me. Nicari cried . She knew he was gone. I took a deep breath and kept on walking.

I walked

And walked

And walked

"I got you" Chino said into my ear. I heard him but I felt so emotionless. The closer I got to that casket I felt like I was losing myself. I knew my Sweet Quincy was lying there. I knew his soul was still with me. He was gon protect me and Nicari from heaven. I was hurting so bad right now and wish I had his shoulder to cry on.

"I Love you too baby" I said under my breath. It was the last thing he said to me.

I was about to go up to the casket until Chino called my name.

"Naysia" he said which made me look at him.

"Yes?"

"Naysia" he said louder.

"NAYSIA" he said screaming

"NAYSIA" the whole church shouted.

I finally opened my eyes.

"Naysia he out of surgery" Chino said shaking me. "Damn you a heavy sleeper"

I got up running to his room.

When I went in I saw his eyes open. I ran to the hospital bed and hugged him with everything in me.

"Ow baby" he winced as I hugged him.

"I'm sorry" I said jumping off of him. I was so fucking relieved.

"You good I'm just sore. Get in the bed wit me" he said trying to scoot over.

"No Mugga. Stop being fucking hard headed. You need to be still. I said smacking my lips at him.

"Either you getting yo ass in the bed or I'm getting my ass out" he said looking at me. I knew he wasn't playing so I got in the bed.

"Dont fucking scare me like that again" I said kissing his cheek.

"A nigga take two bullets and all he get is a kiss on the cheek." He said smiling up at me.

I kissed him softly on the lips.

"Ian going no fucking where he said while kissing me back.

"Ewwwwww" I heard Nuski say as he came in.

"Fuck you nigga" Mugga spat back laughing.

"Y'all can't do that nasty shit another time" Chino said coming in the room.

"Y'all some lil freakalinks" D1 said coming into the room.

I rolled my eyes.

"Y'all worried about the wrong thing. Who gon get us something to eat." I said looking around the room.

"1,2,3 Not it" everybody said.

"Dayummm" D1 said real loud. It made us all laugh.

"What the fuck y'all niggas want man" he said huffing and puffing.

"AHT AHT" my baby ordering first I said looking at Mugga.

Everybody said what they wanted. D1 went to get the food. For some reason Chino talking to this nurse. Nuski in the hallway on the phone wit somebody and ion even know who.

I saw Mugga falling asleep so I was getting out the bed to give him space. I felt him pull me back in.

"Ion know where the fuck you going" he said opening his eyes looking at me.

"You need rest baby"

"I got shot in the left side of my stomach and my leg. You wanna be my nurse?" He said licking his lips at me.

"You too much" I said laughing at him.

"But you alright tho" he said looking at me seriously.

"Yea" I replied

"I'll wait" he sad looking over at the T.V.

"I shot her in the stomach Mugga" I replied. "When she shot you I tried to kill that bitch. She was a moving target but I hit her in the stomach and in the back. She still ran. I don't know if she died or not. Chino nem cleaned up everything and got the video. I was just trying to see about you. I noticed you was going in and out. You couldn't die on me." I said wiping tears from my face.

"Stop crying baby. Don't you see I'm alive" he said smiling at me. "Everything gon be alright. We gon be good but where my other baby?"

Right when he said that Nikki came through the door with Sweets.

"Mama! Daddy!" Sweets said reaching to be picked up.

"Did she just call me Daddy?" Mugga said looking at me wit a big ass kool aid smile.

"Yea" I said smiling myself.

"Thankyou for bringing her" I said picking up Sweets looking at Nikki.

"You know ion care bout that" she said smiling at me. "Mugga I'm happy you good"

"Appreciate it" Mugga said smiling.

"Have y'all seen Nuski by any chance" she said looking around. "I think I left some in his car."

"Yea he went to get some ice" I responded

"Ok I'll be back a lil later" she said walking out.

I looked around with a confused look on my face.

"Bae they fucking" Mugga said laughing.

"Hollup pause Nuski and Nikki?? Fucking??" I said making sure I understood.

He looked at Sweets to make sure she was still looking at the T.V and then he started doing the lil finger in the hole hand thing which made me laugh.

"Oh shit" I laughed realizing he was right.

"I missed you" Sweets said turning around to climb on Mugga.

"Hold on baby" I said making sure she didn't hurt him.

"She good" he said sitting up a little.

"I missed you too Mama" he said smiling at Sweets.

D1 came back in the room wit everybody food. Chino was right on his ass. Hungry ass nigga. Nuski and Nikki showed up at the same time. Me and Mugga looked at each other and busted out laughing.

He could be realeased Wednesday and we can all finally go back home together.

"I Love you too" I said looking up at him making him smile.

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