Dreamed of pouring myself into empty vessels to fill a void in my soul not realizing I was pouring out my soul even more to fix a whole.

When darkness has been your only companion, you being to relish in it's presence To ignore the parts of you that need light You grow halfly

I now know that I need to pour into myself To give in to myself To hold on to myself To fight for the love I give myself

For loving others is not a crime but loving them more than yourself is You rob yourself of nutrients to grow their flowers leaving your garden empty.

Start learning how to share your nutrients not to give them away Your garden needs love too You need you more than anyone else